The rise and fall of Princess Piggie

Virus carried from India

2011-12-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

What the heck? I was pretty unwell since before the trip but no sign of any outbreak during the trip though. So I thought I'll be fine. But the moment I came back town, I know I'm in deep shit. The cough came back. Then the phlegm was "yucky" greenish colour. Next, nose blocked. Then throat began to sore and now, in flame! I couldn't even sip any liquid down and finally, I lost my voice yesterday night.

Sigh..what had come to me? Can't you Mr Virus stay away from me.

I was sick since the month I joined the new company and had taken quite a number of sick leaves off from work. I bet the virus has not really gone away since then. It must have linger around my body and just waiting to surprise me again and again. I am so reluctant to take any sick leave off this month. So I decided to visit the doctor again before weekend and make a good rest tomorrow. Finger crossed I will be perfectly fine on Monday. I need the energy and health for month-end closing and yes, ready for exam!

Visits to doctor is like a monthly routine and she knows me by the name. How embarrassed! As I was explaining my terrible coughing situation, she made a verdict: Guess you were infected in India but the supplements you took during the trip was just to suppress the outbreak. Also, because you had been telling yourself not to get sick, you know how mind affect you body. So now, when you are back to a comfortable place, the outbreak came.

Ahhh..So, I carried the virus all the way back from India.

Well, how crazy it sounds. But guess I believe in whatever she said, as long as I am going to be well!

Took the medicine right after the visit in front of my boss, just now. (LOL! Just to make him see how "sick" I was) After I confirmed with the nurse again and again, the cough syrup won't make me feel sleepy. Again, she was just trying to be nice. I felt totally sick after the medication because I cannot work at all. I can only see all "Zzzzzzzz Zzzzz Zzzz" everywhere!

That's why I decided to blog about this!

Just to keep my mind awake ;)

So weekend will be a rejuvenating weekend for me. Rest at home and get well.

Seriously? How can Princess Piggie's weekend be that boring? Of course there will be food adventure on a Saturday morning with mom in Mont Kiara and a community service on Sunday brunch time. Hope everything turns out well. I need positive energy!

Also, I was supposed to meet with my boss for my performance appraisal and proceed for confirmation on my 6 months probation but he was too busy with his work and smashing the keyboard of his. I do not dare to bug on him again on this. I don't want him to turn into Incredible Hulk and ruin my Friday. Guess, I have to wait till next week! I'm personally very anxious and at the same time excited about this. Not just because of the performance bonus but also curious to know what the boss think of me - work wise! That is the main reason I need positive energy.

First week of December started off badly due to Mr Virus visits but was surprised with good luck and great luncheon with colleagues and dinner with mates. But it is not going to end well due to Mr Virus's persistent to stay and anxiety attack due to unknown performance appraisal. So I do hope, both Saturday and Sunday, please don't fail me!!

And yes, my lovely blog is missing my first adventure trip to India.
I am little overwhelmed with work/food/frustration/study/not enough money to spend crisis. Most probably will only be working on it bit by bit after mid of December.

That's all for now, for my first December posting!

*Cough*Cough*Sigh~~

Lisa and Francis Wedding

2011-11-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

On 12th November 2011, another high school friend of mine tied the knot with her long term boyfriend. It's been a while since I last attended a Christian Catholic wedding. The Church is located in Sentul, called St Joseph. A small Catholic Cathedral but with 100 years of history.

The morning breeze was cold due to the cold rain drops. It was better to tuck in the bed and warmth yourself in your duvet rather than waking up early. But no way I'm gonna miss Lisa's wedding. We were never really close friends back in high school but we were classmates and we actually sit together. I'm so honored to be invited to witness the best day of her life and marking the new beginning of her married life together!

It was a private ceremony and the couple was surrounded by family and closed friends. Nothing grand or extravaganza but the love, best wishes and laughter was what the couple wanted.

The moment Lisa's mom walked in together with her, it was like the most touching moment for me. Handling her hand to her husband..awwww...sweet!!!

The song book:-

After the ceremony, it was time for us to cam-whore with the beautiful bride and bridesmaids. Color theme was yellowish and grey. Lovely!

We posing with the lovely bride. And her gown was custom made from Vietnam. Jealous!

I'm pretty impressed with the car. First time seeing the groom using such "Fast Furious" like car for wedding. Interesting!

What a HUGE family portrait ~~

Even the cat wanna join us cam whoring!

The Heng Tais were really great jokers

Spot the hands?

I missed the bouquet!!!

The Ji Muis and Heng Tais:-

I LOVE the following portrait shots. Great camera of cos, but my skill improving!!!! ROFL

The wedding ended with more laughter and love. May you both Lisa and Francis, be happy and lovey dovey couple!!! Congratulations!!!

P/S: mind the dates of some pictures above. Silly me for not checking the date and time on the camera..

Exciting November!!!

2011-11-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

November 2011 is an interesting month to me. Too much going on and most are happy and excited events!
First week of the month, me and the 80s clan went off down south to Malacca (yes, just after the bad break down a month ago, I have the courage to go AGAIN) for a birthday celebration. This round is for Crazy Chew 28th birthday bash. And as plan, we expect it to be fun and lots of juicy gossips. And yes, it goes as well as planned.

Due to the sudden change of Frog Prince plan, he is again pull out last minute from our plan. So this is again all girls trip except Crazy Chew's brother to join us. One little tiny thorn among the great roses. LOL.

As plan, we were suppose to gather at Crazy Chew's house at 9am and to take off from there. Everyone expect me to be late (as usual) but surprisingly, I reached sharp as hell. And the one that caused our trip to be delay is Lazy Suit. She was too occupied with her sleep =_= so we were delayed till 10am. We took off and drove all the way to Seremban toll to wait for our Aunty Jane. And in mean time, we get our supply of carbs (sandwiches), caffeine (coffee) and some girls oxygen (cigarettes) :)

However, the traffic was really bad. It took us almost 2 hours to reach the town and get ourselves settle in with the guesthouse. I've rented a house that can fit 9 of us perfectly and the location is just superb. Walking distance towards Jonker Street. The only downfall was the house was just behind a local mamak restaurant, so some girls in that particular bedroom did not have a good night sleep. Way too noisy. And also, there was no air condition in the living hall. Looking at the crazy weather in Malacca, this was way serious! We basically stay in the our own bedroom. Beside the above two main points, the house is just superb looking at the rent we were charged.

So, after checking in, we parked our car in the house porch and hunt for lunch. Donald & Lily's nyonya lunch was attacked crazily by the tourist and we had enough of starving, we reside by choosing Mama's Place. A restaurant which apparently no patrons when we get ourselves seated.

The food was average. Some dishes were disaster though. As usual, was too busy stuffing our mouth..we totally forgot to take pictures. But, spent too much time waiting for the owner to serve our food, me and MIA Teresa went out to hunt for snacks. Hilariously, we both were too occupied by the variety of shops!!! At least, we get some steam groundnuts to make the girls happy.

After food, we walked down to Jonker Street while holding our big belly. The walk was dreadful, we were too full and the sun was too cruel to us.

After gruesome experience under the freaking hot sun, we found a shop which sells some art stuffs that caught our eyes. So we decided to spend some cash there:-

And while we were spending, some girls got into a cafe to take a sip of caffeine to freshen up. This shop is behind Jonker Street and is called Mod Cafe. Interesting place. Drinks were excellent. I ordered Creme` Brulee which was not disappointed at all. Cool!!

The photographer was Crazy Chew's Brother: Cheeky Bastard. (ROFL) so he got some 'cool' pictures snapped with my camera. I decided to post it as an acknowledgement of his amateur photographing skill!

HeeHee~~

For the night dinner, we were disappointed by the local Teochew restaurant. The attitude of the owner/chef was way overboard. Maybe they are too popular by demand so they do not matter if we are not their customers! So we moved to Satay Celup and had crazy number of sticks of satay to fill up our stomach~~
And Lazy Suit even challenged me to eat! Of cos she wins...Who wanna mess with a super stress crazy woman like her? ROFL?!

After dinner, we moved back to our rest house for hot bath and prepared our so called surprise birthday cake to Chew. Epic failure again cos she saw the cake during the day. :(
Anyhow, the cake was lovely. Thanks to Dennis, the owner of the rest house. And we had really BIG CANDLE for Chew to blow away her 28th Birthday!!!

We concluded this trip with the Lazy/Hao Poh Suit posing with the birthday girl:-

P/S: I remembered they had cards playing and beer session. But I was way too exhausted. The only thing I remember was, laying on bed --> SNORING~~

Anyhow, we have another surprise to Birthday Girl by Aunty Jane and myself. This will be deliver soon to the Birthday Girl house. Please wait~~

Beware! Tongue Twister Ahead!!

2011-10-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

What does tongue twister do best? Except physically twist the damn tongue, they are really good in twisting the fact.
Rumours and gossips are flying all over the places as if we do not have anything more interesting to pay attention on. Guess those people life is really boring until the extend you need to get attention by pointing fingers. It is true how human being evolved. First we were told our origin were the apes..then we evolved to human being which we have far more senses and passion and care than the apes do. But as the fashion goes backward, which we really appreciates the 50s, our mind and moral move backwards to the apes era.

We make great deal of noise to get the attention from the pack, we kill each other to get to the top and yes, we expose ourselves in an ugly way because we have no shame. Sad right? These had been lingering around my thought for sometime and finally have the courage to put down in words.

I apologize if I was over drama on some facts.
But, your action is purely childish.
I am really a great human being in person.*winks*
A typical Leo, just need attention and some motivation along the way. We are exceptionally good in making friends and highly sociable human being. But you choose to go against me..just the stupidest thing to do..

Or maybe, I was wrong from the beginning...
We weren't friends at all...Just that we had been thinking too highly of ourselves that we can be friends.
The whole drama proves you are just a tongue twister happily twisting the fact in your twisted life.

I love my English. :)

Since I'm not welcome in your life, please be courtesy enough to stay away from mine.
I am fine not being included in the guest list, cause you will never be in mine.
I think I am quite happy handling over this situation, so why don't you keep your distance AWAY from me.
Go on and curse me whatever you like, because I will become the opposite of what you curse.
Because I am a believer of KARMA

What comes around, perfectly goes around...

Hola~~~

Cherish both our Nature+Heritage+Friends

2011-10-17T01:13:00.001+08:00

In the beginning of the year, mom travelled back to her hometown, Merbok Kedah to meet up with her primary school friends. So there was this friend of her, who known as Steven, owned a private waterfall! Yes, she said "private" and my eyes almost popped out when I heard that! I was like, who is this guy? Billionaire tycoon or something?

And every now and then she was like, repeating to me how great was that place and blah blah blah..So I decided to plan for a trip to see this place with my own eyes.

Thus, along with our Malaysian Day holiday weekend, while the government trying their best to promote the celebration of this suppose to be patriotic day (which I honestly no idea why, since it is just 2 weeks from our National Day - but a free holiday is what we - employees LOVE most :P ) Also, it was suppose to be an anniversary with Frog Prince, and as usual, I had a pouting face because he was too busy at work. Grrrrrrrr...Let me come back to this later!

So after few invitations and arrangement done, the only travel mate that goes along with this plan is my best buddy, Ah Chew. Thus, the trip is only mom, me and chew. What an extraordinary combination that is!

Day 1 - Mom being super excited, keep bugging me to be ready so that Chew won't be kept waiting at the lobby. So end up, I was almost an hour earlier than the planned time. Mom brought hell lotsa stuffs! She even bring along the coffee maker. So, conclusion, she is really excited to meet her friends again.

We headed to a small hawker stall for breakfast which serves best Hainan Coffee in that small town. Due to overwhelm number of patrons to this place, we were left with limited choices of food. Missing the Kopi Ice I had...

Then, Chew recommend we take a peek at her factory to see the orchard/farm by her father. Not sure if that was a smart choice..seriously not. Mom still bugging me about the Chicken/Fruits over at the orchard/farm! Her dad did a pretty good job with orchard/farm too..the fruits look amazingly sweet...and the chicken..healthy and FAT! yum yum...So every now and then, when I am with Chew, mom will ask these questions:

"Any fruits? The chicken how? Doesn't really matter how many, as long as they have extra fruits/chicken, ask her dad to sell to mom."

Hilarious and ANNOYING!!

Chickens that my mom EYE-ing on

Fresh fruits that make my mom saliva drippy

That my mom was spoiled by Chew. She was eye-ing at that one papaya tree which only has ONE papaya. It was round and huge. And because it is 'home-made (confirm ORGANIC), she starts lashing out the papaya quality..And Chew, too good enough to pluck it from the tree and let us have it for our trip.

Ah Chew, you spoiling my mom wei..Please entertain her when she ask for more fresh fruits next time! I beh tahan!!!

We had this papaya on our 3rd day. Sweet and juicy. Mm Mmmm

After 'heh' around her factory, we finally had enough (mostly due to the STRONG ray of sunlight!) We were back on the road again. Was too busy chomping on fruits (nicely cut and prepared by mom) and nuts. We talked and talked and talked. Until we finally had enough. Most probably was they had ENOUGH of me. So without bothering the driver and passenger at the back, I started snapping pictures. The green of the paddy field and blue sky, just ease my stress away..(not work stress though..I hardly have one now..stress over my farking car repair of course!)

As we stride along the highway, we were welcomed by more secluded road full with trees and more blue sky above us. It's been awhile since we last seen really green and blue stuff. Daily work is stressful enough and with our vision only fills with concrete wall and crazy traffic. After long drive and a night stop in Sg Petani, we continue our road trip to our ultimate destination, that is Merbok waterfall. But before that, just a lil comment on locals in staying in North. People up North is just plain simple and healthy. I am not sure it is just me or everyone else in KL has the same thinking. The food taste is kinda plain and portion is really small. Or just me being big eater??? HaHa. OK. Stop crapping. We were then welcome by this old town of Merbok. Small and really heritage.

Our ranger car all the way from KL town to up north Merbok.

While we lazying in the car, our super driver had to go through gruesome road to the waterfall. Thus, it is a great honour to enjoy the road trip.

Our super geng driver!

After much anticipation and long hour drive, we finally HERE!!!!! The scenery view is awesome and my mommy comments after her first visit is really true. Ahhh...we were like in heaven. And a private waterfall! You kidding me?

Private waterfall

Open view toilet

Open view room

I am always nervous with bugs and cricket sounds. They do send chill down my spine. But the comfortable surrounding makes me forget EVERY fear and stress. Ohhh..how I miss this place!

During the night, one of mommy's friend birthday but no cake prepared. So these aunties with their wild creativity grab our Chinese Ipoh famous "chicken cookie" aka "gai jai beng" and put on a candle. But mommy is more creative. She grab a mooncake instead! We sang Happy Birthday song for her. And it was really touchy moment to see these aunties and uncles, who already at their 56s, and they reunite together and celebrate each other birthday. All their laughter and jokes make my stress and problems as small as nuts now. Nothing compares to a healthy life which is fill with good friends and laughter. Hope my best friends will still be there for me and celebrating our 50s birthday. We gonna make it BIG!

Friends are simple people around you that tells you the truth, share your laughter and tears. Looking at my mom with her friends, they live their life 40 years apart from each other and when they reunite together again, the best memories of their childhood filled their days. I heard them talking bout their teachers and their past. A really wonderful experience and I truly enjoyed. 40 years apart, and everyone had their ups and downs. Some family issues, some financial stress, some just had to spend their life alone because they sacrifice their youth chasing dreams. Yet, when they get together, all they talk about was their wonderful childhood time. Their laughter is just pure happiness.

The next day, mommy's friends left and only the crazy aunty and we left around the resthouse. But weather was crappy to us. We couldn't enjoy the waterfall despite hours spent a day before. So we had to stay in. Took couple of pictures during the rain fall. A different view..

When the sun comes out, we went out and venture the small town. Gotta grab some food though. Mom happily showing me her junior school and happily telling me about her school days. Surprisingly school still there and with some modern changes. But the picture below is worth more than money can buy. The primary school friends taking picture in front of their school after 40 years later!!!

Then we move on to some Jetty place where we can enjoy the view opposite Pantai Merdeka, another tourist and local hot spot for weekend getaway or picnic.

As usual, I'm trying to be a pro photographer, capturing the view while my super driver driving us there.

There Pantai Merdeka! Say Harlo!!!

One last shot before we say goodbye~~~~

Steven, friend of my mom, owner of the wonderful waterfall and rest house, and great host had a thing with nature and history. His brother was one of the MP working for the government but unfortunately passed away due to heart attack some years back. But before his brother departure, the whole family went in search for their origin back in China. His dad did some write up on the origin during his migration from China back then, so with this little information, they spent months searching and reading and finally, they get to know the origin, their ancestors and their history. For me, this can only be done with passion and patience. Steven, refurbish his dad old house and it became a memoir place for his brother for his hard work for the people of Malaysia and also the history of his family. The Lee Family.

And their ancestors back then was the Emperor?!

Memoir tribute to his brother

A book of the origin of Lee Family

The calligraphy was the write up from Steven's father

Out of surprise, Steven show us a picture of on the wall and we spotted mom! She won the table tennis match when she was 9. Amazing that you can see your mom when she was a child. Cos you always know your mom, being your mom. The woman who nag you just about everything. And to most of you, your parents may come from rich/well done family that your parents able to treasure and keep their childhood memories. My mom complete opposite. She fought hard and worked hard when she was brought into this world. I never really see pictures of her when she was a child. So when I saw this, I wept. *Sob*Sob*.

Mom, the one holding the table tennis bat

So the whole trip was wonderful. Enjoyed the breeze and cooling from the waterfall, laughter with mommy and her friends, and remembering your roots on where you came from...

Malacca food hunting with a bad ending

2011-09-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

Woosh!
I thought I will missed my September month posting of blog! I must make it a monthly thing now.

OK..September 10th, I decided to venture down south to Malacca with Unicef friends and also to meet up with ex colleague for his wedding. Due to unforeseen circumstances, I skipped his wedding dinner but still try to meet up with him and pass on my best wishes.

So the trip was average. The weather was hot and stuffy yet at night, down pour was quite heavy.
I found amazing good food and good hotel.
But the end of this trip was a nightmare!
Due to the traffic, I drove pretty slowly and until Seremban Highway, the car broke down!
First in my lifetime, I had to push the car from the middle lane of a highway, then waited for almost and hour plus to get my car towed to the nearest rest area. Then, waited for another 2 hours for my car to be towed back town.
What happened next, was just adding salt onto the wound.
My car had to undergo a massive makeover. All parts and labour charges may wind up the bill to 3k-4k!
What a crazy expensive local trip!

Luckily I had Moe with me..Love her lots. She was there to calm me down..
I was almost in tears.
And due to fate, we kidnapped a cat from Seremban back to Moe's house.
The cat found a wonderful master of course.

Despite the crazy unhappy ending of this trip, it was still a good one to get to know friends and great food.

Emreet with me

Emreet/Moe/Szilvi

Smile!!

Most probably due to the massive 'attack' by both local and foreign travellers, this small town had turn to a shopping arcade. Also thanks to the government, the whole Jonker Street had changed its outlook and the shops along the street had become more appealing to picky shoppers like me!

Spotted few decors in the shops I visited with really historical taste. It was such a shame some of us only got to value these pieces now. We should have promote our history more to the world out there!

A floor above

No idea what is this, I believe is a bathroom?

Since I only had a night to stay here, beside the night market walk in Jonker Street, I managed to get to meet my married friend and had some time spent chatting with him. Catching up our lives and stuffs. Marriage turns a boy into a man. He talks chivalry and good to know he had mature in a good way. The wedding pictures were perfect! Cos' of his beautiful wife of course! LOL

And Moe attention was with the cute doggie called Mei Mei

We went back to our hotel and crashed the bed. We didn't wake up until 10am the next day. We head for more food and shopping and some good cheap antiques bought by Moe. The place that we got is called The One Vacation Home. Their website is www.theonevacationhome.com The service from Steven is excellent and we cannot ask more for his generosity to allow us to take our time during our checkout. We managed to enjoy our breakfast with cuppa of good fresh brewed coffee and more shopping before going back to refresh ourselves. Definitely will give Steven a call for my next visit!

I am already missing my Satay Celup and Cendol~~

As we head home through the highway, the traffic piled up and after an hour plus drive, my dumb car broke down. We were miserably stranded in the highway and no one offers to help. Except there is this one Malay guy help us to push the car to the side of the road. While we are waiting for the tow car's help, Malaysia rude drivers were widely seen. We were parked on the emergency lane and to avoid the traffic, those stupid drivers just take this lane and make an emergency break when they saw our car. Moe was freaking furious and kept yelling at the drivers! Sigh..Malaysian drivers, can you please behave?

Due to the traffic, we were stranded on the road for an hour before help came. And due to more traffic, I reached town only at night. What a nightmare.

Sigh..as to date of this post, my car is still left at the workshop waiting for it to get fixed. And quotation of the repair is yet to be received. Pathetic!

I'm so touched and very much appreciate the offer from her Frog Prince to sacrifice himself to ensure Princess Piggie will not have to take public transport to work. He offered his car without second thought...
His birthday is coming near, and though I'm broke, surprise still awaits..To make up to him being a good boyfriend.

That concludes my road trip to Malacca.
Next, a even more interesting one!
Stay tune!

Typical weekend but with unexpected plans

2011-08-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

Another weekend came and claim his way. But this time is way too fast to even know its ending. Friday, was a blast to me at work. Completed my assignment with compliment by bosses and that’s what I refer as performance oriented reward motivation. With just a simple gesture and note of appreciation, we feel that our work was acknowledged by the bosses and will strive for more! But still, it seems to take ages for every hour to end this Friday. So when the clock finally strikes 5.30pm, we were busy packing for a short shopping spree. That’s the major crisis for working near a shopping mall. You tend to shop and shop and shop. Or maybe just ME!

I crashed Mya’s house again and she made my weekly hard work of burning calories back to square one. She cooked pasta with cheese and beef bacon then stuffed us with chips and mayo dips and worse, pizzas and more cheese! Also paired our sinful food with vodka and 7up, which sum up more calories than just Cola! We stuffed ourselves to perfectly full and bitch bout life. But not too sure what make me so exhausted, was too tired to make an effort to talk, slept on the couch and all the way till 6am in the morning! But wasn’t a welcoming morning at Mya’s apartment. The stupid security clamped my car wheels because I had a wrong visitor pass. I should display an overnight pass if I’m staying over 2am in the apartment. Seriously! How would I know if the security did not inform when he recorded my details at the entrance? Bugger! And the security guard (yet a Chinese pig) was too rude. I had to pay fucking RM50 for a fault that was not MINE. Stupid!

Went home furiously but make a stop to take away breakfast for mom. Just to compensate for not being home for her while she was around. Took few more hours slept during the day and went off with BFFs for dinner.

The question: Where should we have our dinner? What should we eat?

Like a super difficult IQ challenge question. And you will never ever come out with a good satisfying answer. Luckily, we hang around Solaris which was way too familiar..We decided to try Naab, an Iranian cuisine.

Car was parked at roadside and with 2 welcoming rats along the walkway! (No worries, we parked opposite the restaurant so definitely the rats are not permanent residents of the restaurant. LOL). We walked in the restaurant with a welcoming human being waiter who can’t wait to serve us. I always happy when the waiter allows you to pick the seat rather than being usher to a table that you don’t prefer and ending up pouting while looking at the your desired table. So we pick a corner with sofa seats. The restaurant is thoughtful enough to place a fan around each corner to ensure the guest enjoying the food rather than busy wiping the sweats/can’t wait to get out of the stuffy restaurant. For restaurant owner, this is a very important point that you should take care of while planning on the interior layout of your restaurant. Ensuring you guest to feel comfy is the second important thing after the quality food.

We were served some lime juice to cleanse your taste bud and get your tummy growling. Since Monica is here and she is so well know of Iranian food, she ordered some appetizers and main dishes for us.

Hummus - creamy dips for the bread

Tabouleh - taste better with the lemon juice

The big piece of bread

This is horribly taste. Yuck! Not my favourite at all.

The kebab meat is so juicy and well marinated. The Basmati rice topped with saffron is the best combination. Overwhelmed with good food AGAIN, so I missed the pictures. Will try to compensate again next time.

But the Iranian tea was quite disappointing. It taste no difference compare to normal English tea. And worse part, I ordered a cucumber/mint/apple cider juice which the combination sound soothing and detox-ing but it taste more like sucking your toothpaste tube. Exactly…very Darlie oriented taste. LOL. So as we update our lives, I tried my best to gulp down the Darlie drink cos quite pricey wei!

The exhaustion of sleepless nights due to movie whoring with Astro 322 and 411 channel (Chinese and English movies channel) plus bitchy night with colleagues, worsen my condition of paying full attention of what the BFFs have to say. I can’t keep my mouth shut for yawning every 30 seconds. So we decided to call it a night and head home.

I was supposed to get straight to bed yet, the movie whoring version of me, jump out of the closet again. So, I was a potato couch till 3am. True enough, it makes me late for my Sunday brunch appointment. What worsens the whole “I am sorry for being late” situation was my little black car battery died. Damn it!

Frog Prince helped me to jump start the engine while I search for workshops to replace the battery. The first workshop didn’t offer much explanation on why my car battery is more expensive than usual ones. He just mentioned the price and leaves it to me to decide. RM330 was too expensive! So I thought him trying to cheat an innocent girl who knows nuts about car parts. Then I head to Uptown to meet with BFFs and get my battery fixed. That is when I know my darn little black battery is so unique. Due to the battery box size is shorter aka custom made, the retail price is higher than the normal one. This means, I still need to pay RM300++ for the darn battery. Fuck it!

And we headed to Tropicana Mall for brunch which turned out to be lunch by that time.

Bad Ass Coffe originated from Hawaii

Kinda cool interior design they have there

White & Dark Choc Coffee Blended

This is Crazy Chew's drink..Yummy with cream

9595 good number. TOTO please!

Beef Bacon spaghetti..with spicy hot chilly kick!

Special wedges which I did not find anything special on/in it

Pollo Spaghetti aka Cabanora?

Such captivating scene when everyone is so into food cam whoring

We were in Bad Ass for more that an hour or so just to bitch about our friends..Erm..well, not so close friends. LOL Maybe..Not even friends. Of course, we talk about world topics and just about anything that sparks our interest.

We had a crazy movie : The ZooKeeper which was superbly hilarious! Then we head to our dinner at Kiku Zakura. It's been ages since I step my feet there for dining experience again. The food is still at is highest quality. Never fails me!

I'm trying to use the 'chin down' angle to hide the fats away :P

Our movie tickets!

My stir fried beef dinner set. Yummy!

2nd last piece of gyoza. Yum Yum

Crazy Chew geh Tempura + Sashimi dinner set

Franny geh Sashimi dinner set

Fresh from the seaaaaaaaa

My all time fav: Steam egg

How can my Jap dinner without this? BBQ squid. Burp

I had a wonderful Sunday with great friends.

And of course, I made a promise to Franny to complete my new found hobby before end of Dec 2011. I'm working hard on it babe. Trying to accomplish an art creation for my new house. And if I am still interested to continue for 2nd one, I'll opt for the sunset view for my mom's room.

You ought to get yourself devoted to every corner of your new house. Not just to claim territory like the animals do (LOL, so into The ZooKeeper) and not trying to get out of your Herbivor life (ROFL) Just a way to show your concern and love for your new house aka my dream house.

Next post will be the update of the progress of my new found hobby.

Princess Piggie Private Birthday Party For VVIP Guests!

2011-08-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

Every princess dream is to have an extravaganza birthday party and exclusive treatment and gifts.

But Princess Piggie wish for this year is SIMPLE and INTIMATE.

So I'm happy with just a simple dinner and gathering with friends.

First of all, Frog Prince never fails her.

Cause her ultimate embarassment with the flowers from deliver man.

This deliver man singing his out loud for a birthday song and A TOTAL EMBARASSMENT!

But thanks to her Frog Prince for the flowers:-

After work, we head to Jogoya for dinner session.

Food was a disaster in Jogoya. All seafood is not as fresh as it used to be. And some cooked dish even tasteless. We didn't enjoy the dinner cos I was not comfortable with my terrible menses sickness and the food didn't play a big part in cheering me up. So we ended up chatting, which I love more than the food. It's been a while since we last sit down and TALK. He was so into his work and currently crazy about his Diablo II pc game (=_=)"

Frog Prince with his signature pose..

On the weekend, my bestie mates of my life planned a short eco get away from town with me. So, I prepared some finger food for them. To keep them well fed and as a gratitude to all their good thought for my birthday treat.

But, was thinking too much during the food preparation and end up cooking from Friday night till Saturday 4am. Eyes barely open when I was tossing the spaghetti!

Food and Booze!

These girlfriends of mine, really crazy bitches. And wonderful of course. They didn't let me know where the hell they are bringing me to. So I had no idea until we reached the resort. It was really eco friendly named Seri Pengantin Resort at Janda Baik, Bentong. It was kinda short distance from the town but the environment was so green and refreshing. A good way to relax your stressful working days here.





That was the entrance. Then followed by ever green scenery towards the resort. Love this place because of its quietness and peaceful environment. A great package for eco getaway. But you must have a car or get your food packed and ready. No F&B served here. Not even a bottle of mineral water. And keep an eye of your packed food. The stupid ants ruined my Devil's Egg! Luckily they did try a first bite before the eggs went into the dustbin!

Princess Piggie and Frog Prince

The river that flows along this resort.

Ms International from the left: 1) Mommy Jane 2) Lazy Suit 3) Franny Szuann 4) Crazy Chew

5) MIA Teresa and 6) The Piggie Zhan

Apparently the number 7 participant aka Frog Prince too caught up with his 2nd wife: Laptop with PC games. So he was not in our picture..Too bad!




Since, the river water was freezing cold (Thanks to the weather that day) we thought of trying a natural and environment friendly way of chilling our cola! Found a right hole that fit and hold the bottle still!!! LOL

What ARE you doing, Franny?

Favorite posing of every girls' trip!

Chill out time

Posing at the pool~~

They were the only with swimsuits!

So we head to Gohtong Jaya for dinner after our bitching session/dipping in the pool/mahjong session. Mommy Jane introduce us the best crispy pork slices ever! And of course her revenge towards Frog Prince was to order the fried Tin Kai. It taste like chicken but not gonna put that picture in my blog. To me, that dish is categorized as: Bizarre Food.

Crispy pork slices. Yummy!!! Miss this dish so so much!

They helped me to clear all food prepared but I was left with some beer and junks not clear up. Not a big deal at all! Also, we were introduced by Piggie Zhan a new card game: Saboteur! Crazy strategy fun game! Good way to get close with friends and we end up continue bitching about people's life till 5am in the morning!

We checkout from hotel, drive back to Crazy Chew's house and out for lunch with the girlfriends before giving each of them my bear hug as a gratitude for their time and this precious present they gave me this year. A wonderful get-away trip with close friends.

You don't need bunch of friends as long as your FB list to proof your popularity. You just need a few of them who is willing to share with the pain/sorrow/happiness/anxiety and whatever mixture of feelings and life updates with each other. This small numbers of friend, that makes your life COMPLETE with laughter and LOVE.

Thank you girlfriends. You peeps are wonderful.

And of course Frog Prince, thank you for being the driver and the only torn among the roses during this get-away trip. Muah Muah.

We shall have more and more exciting trips and lifes ahead!

XOXO

Usher - OMG ft. will.i.am

2011-07-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Let's party with this song..Shake your booty..shake it shake it!!

Don't Hate me Cos I'm Beautiful

2011-07-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

My name is Sherlyn..I'm so Very!

Wuahahahahahhaa

My so-called UNICEF meeting. ROFL

2011-07-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

Work life is pretty easy going. Deadlines are not as sucks as in old company. That's make my life pretty free and I smile and laugh a lot. Real lot. I'm HAPPY. Maybe you think I am just exaggerating the situation and I'm going through some aimless life because I do not get to learn as much as in the old days. But HELL! My life is pretty fun now. I get to be with my mom and enjoy her cooking, able to keep up with my BFFs and meeting new friends.

Mya a colleague of APG team birthday was yesterday so we throw a feast for her. Though she made most of the cooking. I just picked her up from home and send her to get the grocers. We had really extensive English menu but was part of the team from Hell Kitchen so didn't really get to take pictures of what we had yesterday. Let me illustrate it with my words:-

For starters, we had french fries and vegetables Samosa. Thanks to Krunali, colleague from India who happened to be a vegetarian for religion purpose. She made the Samosa fillings herself and roll the Samosa wrap without any of our help ( Cos she can't bear we ruining her hard work!) Perfectly seasoned and spice not too strong. It was a HUGE Samosa..Take 3-4 pieces and your Lunch is perfectly FULL!

For main dishes, we had grilled chicken and meat loafs. I had no idea meat loafs is really that pretty easy to cook. Just minced the beef and seasoned it with salt and pepper. Top it with ketchup, mustard and honey also with little bit of Italian herbs. Shove it into the oven and voila. Perfectly cooked meat loafs is done! Didn't really got to taste the chicken while it's hot, so have no idea how tasty it was. Whole chicken was gone. And we have macaroni and cheese too. Simple and crazy cheese!

We had drunken potatoes..I love having these for all my parties. But we should put more wine yesterday! This dish is so gonna be the Must Have in my menu!

I done the salted vegetables and sauteed mushrooms. Cooked well, and all chomped down by the guests.

We end our meal with brownies with choc syrup + ice cream + whipped cream. Yes! It's dangerously sinful BUT I made a good baker! Yum yum yum!

I was introduced to this new kind of Pimm's lemonade with mints and stuffs. It's a fab to have this drink and you have NO IDEA that you are drinking alcohol at all! Burp~~~

We caused a MAJOR destruction in her kitchen and didn't really get to help Mya clean much. She is from UK and overly friendly girl. We had lots of fun cooking, bitching, drinking, partying and swearing together! So hope she can able to clean the whole house and kitchen while we were gone. It was a real mess!!

After the food, we were introduce with this Name game. Each of us gotta pick a name of a famous person and we will guess who has which name correctly. I didn't get kill first round so I'm good at this too.

So these pictures were taken while we were in the game:-

The cute Aiden

Aiden is full of personality! He even 'ordered' how I serve his brownies. Cute lil guy. Hope to see him again.

After the dinner, we get groomed and head to another party. I never expect myself crashing a crazy party! The music was fucking loud but crazy clubbing songs. Make me wanna shake some booty! Luckily next week I'm clubbing with Jane for her birthday! Then we had free flow of lychee martinis, bacardi and blah blah blah. I am so unprepared for this party...Seriously under dress and hair was a MESS! Feel shitty now! But enjoyed the free shows some Malay chicks put on. They just let the ang mohs' hand grabbed them all over. Luckily we found decent guys that just up for chat and drinks. We chatted from history to politics to bitching bout each other's life! And this guy Ali our pretty boy! Malaysia breed French guy..Just too attractive to NOT look at him but he is taken. Getting married like a week later. Hahaha! But really friendly guy. And Lotsa lotsa fun!

My motive of meeting new friends is just simple. Get a friend from each country so you can travel to that country of your friend and get some free local tours. How's that? Loving my life!!

Me and Mya..Damn I look like a big MESS!

Fun Fun Fun...

And we headed back to Mya's home for a sleepover. Too dreadful to drive back home. She let me have her bed while she took her couch. Too exhausted to say NO. So we slept like 5.30am. Woke up five hours after that and we girls continue bitching. But still feel dreadful for a breakfast. So we cam whoring instead:-

Nice one!

But poor my Frog Prince...working so hard while this Princess Piggie in enjoying out there! We shall party together after your deadlines over Frog Prince!

It's sad, but life goes on

2011-07-18T01:19:00.000+08:00

Things happened so fast you rarely have the time to think about what you should do next.

I hardly make myself stay at home mourning for the loss of my Bubu so decided to continue with my weekend activity.

Dated Ai Ling and Chew for our jogging session. But due to the mourning and swollen eyes, my mood was not up to any jog at all. We end up walking for 20 minutes and salvage ourselves in the hawker food stalls around. Not very healthy, I know. But hell I need comfort food!

Kites flying!

Looks like we had quite a run eh? ROFL

I never expect a great view of landscape and the huge lake from this park. If we want to jog around the lake for a trial, we really have to make sure enough stamina and water to last this one HUGE lap!

Ah chew smiling with a view behind!

Me and Ai Ling.

Me and Chew

View above the lake

The above flower shots are just random clicking on being a so-called photographer. Still making her fingers clear on how to move around with this G12...

After our so-called jog-a-walk, we moved back to the hawker stalls to indulge in some comfort food. Not much of a variety though. More on toys and kites for the kids.

I miss this fish satay. Back in those primary school days. Yummy!

Then, we drove back home to Chew's house to get ourselves clean before indulge further on the comfort food. But her mom had some fabulous durians waiting for us. Fresh from the fridge..BURP!!

For the night, we went to Silver Spoon, an italian restaurant in Manjalara. Price at average and taste is not bad. Worth to try and you will sure come back for more!

Nothing more serious than deciding what to indulge!

The kitchen feel very Italian

Menu is not really extensive but quite some choices for you to choose

Calamari Salad

This calamari salad took us by surprise because the calamari is MORE than the vegetables. But perfectly grilled with that finger licking good garlic dip. Fabulous combination. Should pair this with Beer!

Hawaiian Pizza

Taste is average. I'm hoping for more cheese.

Chicken Cordon Bleu

This was a disaster. Took 3 bites of the chicken and I had my stomach twisted due to overdosed of Salt! Too salty and I am so sure it didn't taste like any Cordon Bleu chicken at all! Luckily the mashed potatoes at the side save this dish.

We had a pasta with salmon. Didn't get the picture because another dish that is no need for attention about. Nothing wrong with the pasta but I'm not a fan of smoked salmon.

Creme Brulee

The crispy sugar coating makes perfect ending for the night. But the custard should freeze it longer.

Tiramisu

This is not bad, but the espresso flavour not rich enough for my taste bud.

Overall, I'll still back for more even though certain dishes are really needless to mention. But, the previous try of their risottos make me crave for more.

Saturday started with tears and end with more gossips, laughter, good food and great friends.

Mourning for Bubu is a sure thing but I know he wish me to enjoy my life here. I'll definitely meet him some day, some where, up there.

This weekend was tough and restless. Hope next week will be a better one.

So God, I had enough mourning and depression. Please surprise me with laughter and love. Amen!

A Tribute to BuBu - an extraordinary rabbit that led an extraordinary life

2011-07-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

It takes a gallon of my tears to sit build up the courage and begin typing for this piece of tribute.

Bubu is an extraordinary rabbit. Never dare to say I'm a good mommy to him. But I was the one to reach out to him first day I lay my eyes on him. I still remember how scared and vulnerable he was when I hold him and decided to make him my pet. He was only 3 months old. The moment I saw him, I named him Bubu because of his fluffy body.

The first night was still very fresh in my memory. He was scared and not eating. Pet shop owner said it is normal for pets being scared at the new places. But reminded me to call his name every now and then and he will know his name. I told my parents about it and they laughed. How can a rabbit REMEMBER his name? He is not a dog?! Don't be naive. Still I did not went to bed on our first night. I carried him and talked to him. Introduced myself and called him gazillion times to prove Bubu is not just a rabbit.

When he was comfortable on his surroundings, he starts exploring the house. We changed our cables few times because he enjoyed chewing. He chewed every rubber items. Rubberband was his favourite and he chew down like eating pasta. We had many rounds of trial and error of new human food to introduce to him.
I did research on what he can and cannot eat. Till today, his favourite is bread, cookies, Coco crunch. anything crunchy and smell good.

Remember the first time he got ill he hide himself in the toilet. His bowel system not going through, not eating and drinking. When I hold him, I told my dad he was having fever! So rush him to vet and visited few times before he get well.

Then a new member of the house join in into his comfortable zone.That is my boyfriend. Oh dear. How Bubu dislike him. Growling and attacking him whenever he got the chance. Perhaps is Bubu's jealousy. They were meant to be enemies.

We had difficult time together too. We shifted houses few times, and he followed. Even though he felt agitated and annoyed he still wait for my petting and play time. We had gone through even FIRE in my house and he survived. Amazing rabbit he is!

He was so into my world, a human world which made him forgotten he is a rabbit. So I decided to adopt another rabbit to show his kind. He accepted Kungfu immediately (taking him as sex partner, even though they both are males) but their meeting end up in fights and Bubu was badly hurt due to his tame and defenseless self. So both were separated. But Bubu will try his very best to communicate with Kungfu every time he got the chance. He is very friendly.

His eighth birthday was celebrated with close friends of mine. He was well groom and behave properly on his big day. Remember when I brought him home on his birthday night, I told him this: We gonna make a huge one for you next round yeah? I never really know his actual birthday. I set his birthday on our first meeting. That is 13th November 2003.

This year, 2011. I started to sense he is getting weaker and weaker. His nap time is longer than usual and his breathing is hard. I sneered at anyone talking about his day will come because I do not want him to leave me. I cannot bear to lose him as my companion. Every morning, after bidding goodbye to mom, I will say goodbye to him. Every night I come home, I will call out to him first. And he will never fail to entertain me by rushing to my feet. Sniffing and snuggling and peeing..

But as this year, every step he made is like a great deal of effort. He can't made his way to sniff my feet when I came back. His breathing and white fur telling me he is getting old. Both eyes suffer bad cataracts. He hardly see his way.

Until Monday, he suddenly stopped eating. He hide himself under the sofa and when I carried him out, he was breathing so hard. I put him back in cage and he started drinking hell lot of water. I realised he must be very sick. Then, the next few days he starts eating but I do not allow him walk around the house because worried he cannot see his way back to his cage because of his cataracts problem. On Wednesday, mom told me once she freed him from his cage, he rushed over to prayer offerings and stuck his head on his favourite 'fatt gou". Then we all laughed knowing well he is getting better already. But I still made him locked in his cage for sure.
Thursday, his bowel is not getting better and I blamed it on the 'fatt gou". I talked to him and rubbed his nose the way he always love me to do. Friday night, I didn't get to bed early. I just couldn't sleep. I turn to him and talked and rubbed his nose until 3am, I went to bed. My cough should be better but every 10-15minutes my cough wakes me up. Never ever come to my senses that maybe is a calling. Because Bubu did hold to his cage when I wish him goodnight. Then at 6am, mom knocked the door. I open and before she ever speak out I know must be bad. Rushed to his cage, he lay there lifelessly. Eyes open but he looks peaceful.

I cried. Called his name. Melvin get a shoe box. I wrapped him in one of his favourite napkin, put him in the shoe box and place his favourite but hatred toy: his comb and some of his favourite cookies. His body was cold and hard. I tried telling myself he died of old age. Not my mistreatment. If I sent him to vet on Monday, maybe I can prolong his life??!! I do not know. I just hope he is not suffering. And he died without any of us looking. Maybe he doesn't want us to be see his pain.

Bubu, you are an extra ordinary rabbit and your life is extra ordinary too. You light up my life to an extra ordinary one and I never regret having you with me. We shared the great 8 years together. I will weep no matter what. This house is full of you. I'll miss your smelly body when you didn't get the grooming, I'll miss your snuffing and snuggling, I'll miss our play time, I'll miss how you attack both Melvin and mom, I'll miss your mischievousness, I'll miss rubbing your nose, I'll miss screaming you to get out of my room, I'll miss clearing your mess, I'll miss seeing you stealing offering food, I'll miss you hopping on my lap asking for food, I'll miss how greedily you eat your pellets, I'll miss you ruining my bags, shirts, and whatever you got the chance to bite and chew, I'll miss holding you, I'll miss sending you to the groomer, I'll miss bidding you goodnight, and goodbye, I'll miss our nap time in air conditioned room together, I'll miss talking to you even though you had no idea what I'm saying.

And I'll miss you dearly, Bubu.

I love you.

In a pet's world, his master is his everything. In a human's world, pet is just a companion.

I hold on to this principle to make his world full of me. And I'll never take his just a companion. Bubu, you are my baby. And I hope your other life gonna be another extra ordinary one!

So long Goodbye~~~

Adele - Someone Like You (Live in Her Home)

2011-07-02T10:56:00.000+08:00

Another gorgeous singer.

Loving her voice.

Everyone are so into her number one hit: Rolling in the deep...But as a usual me, I love the other songs in the album rather than the singer hit song.

Waking up on a sunny Saturday morning with this song playing in my head.

Memories came back haunting.

But, instead 'I'll find someone like you", I already found someone better than you..

Great song..Hope you all love it. Pay attention to the lyrics yeah!

I heard That you're settled down
That you Found a girl
And you're Married now

I heard That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

If You Are Not Winning, You Are Just A LOSER!

2011-06-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

Nothing can compare the stress level of clearing other person's job.

I truly understand and feel really sorry for who ever have to take up all that shits left by me.

Honestly, I was not in a good so-called 'handover state of mind' during the last few weeks of my service there. I wish to maintain my professionalism but you cannot imagine how disrespectful treatment I received from the bosses during my notice period. Nothing compares my final dignity. No matter how good I was in meeting the deadlines previously, they had press the DELETE button the moment I tendered. Every hard work of mine are a total garbage to them.

Finally I departed.

Like 2 weeks now.

I've already prepared that every mistakes I made in that previous firm will be zoom in by everyone just to get the pieces outta me.

Every single thing happened within my prediction.

My work being condemned, my team members being complained and what ever mistakes I made was like a huge issue to everyone there. Just to show how great that I left the company because the bosses think they are better without me.

Never I've feel so important in life looking back.

Never I've wondered this previous job scope was a huge long list.

So as I departed, I wish everyone the best in their future undertakings and especially to those that will be replacing me.

It's great to see internal promotion and finally anyone will be thinking: Finally, that big ass is out the door!

Never I was reluctant to answer questions and picking up calls from previous clients/colleagues.

However, as I replayed back what I did in those years I took over other people shits, I don't recall that I asked queries after queries and to the extend that need people to spoon feed me how to get things done.

There are lots of books out there as guide to become a leader. Go grab them and give yourself some reading.

If that's too expensive, go Google some articles.

No matter how, you agreed to take up this responsibility that is the choice you made.

Last time, I used to said: Like I have a choice?

Honestly, as recently, I have so much time reading and alone thinking of my future and personality built up, life is with a choice. Maybe commitments in this material world bound us down to take whatever shits are left still, you gotta make a good hell situation out of it.

Adaption to new environment is a survival skill and not many can survive.

But back to that old sentence, if you don't choose to survive, you choose to die? Like I have a choice??

Eating back you own words right?

Maybe I am being judgmental towards you.

How can I not? Tell me!

My ex team members are not the best batch of staffs so what if they have their flaws?

As a leader, you suppose to find out their flaws and DEAL with it!

Stop complaining and get things done.

If you don't know, suck it up!

I don't know how to lead either! But still I survived the last 2 years!

You differentiating 'your team' when talking to my ex team members, do you know how demotivating that sounds to the bunch of juniors under you?

I LEFT the firm and you took the damn team up. So now THEY are your team members!

For goodness sake!!

Sooner you will be losing a team that you think they can't work with you.

Great.

I think is the other way round:

You can't work with them!

That's sound better! ROFL.

Well, let the future show you how "USELESS" these team members are.

And replace with the young clans that you think are useful because they can work with you.

You really don't know what's happening in the real market now eh?

Of course, you can quit this position after all.

You can just tell the boss: I'm not up for it. So I quit!

Well, few more grands in the bank account make a good deal. Maybe you will think twice before quitting.

Never I condemn anyone capability of making a great future. I never judge till that extend. I know my grounds. There are boundaries that I cannot cross.

Anyhow, that is just my op.

Maybe if you get the chance to read this blog, you probably hate me for not being helpful.

But,the more drama you create, the happier I am.

Now, my team loves me more because of you.

Client loves me more because of you.

So, either you work hard to get to the winning section, or else, you are just a LOSER!

Roll the drum!

2011-06-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

Yes! 3 days of gruesome training were finally over.
Brain a little malfunction because of information over load.
Too much info to catch up in so little time.
There were even moments that I was in total LOST mode. The speaker spoke too fast and with a great deal of foreign accent! Which means Middle East / Australia / Europe / India. Culture is rich as well as the accent!
With my so-called hearing problem, that make situation worse.

The 3 days gruesome training do had some awesome moment. The favorite quote of the managers and VPs are open communication and performance driven reward. Totally in love with these quotes and fit perfectly in my working philosophy that I believe in. However, as the personal manager touched on the level of assessment and points to achieve, nervous sucks in and my face turn GREEN. We have to achieve at least "Meet Expectation" scoring so that we can smoothly progress in our future. If falls below this level, *gulp* they either postponed your confirmation or worse, terminates you.
Maahhhh..really scared on this.

But was still ok looking at all friendly trainers that approached us.
However, as the end of today, I was told to meet my team leader whom a foreigner and oh my how fierce he looks. *gulp*
He shows no interest to talk to me further. Hope this was because he was occupied with something else.
And his instruction was to meet me next morning and my job will be discuss then.

Phew...I wish he can be both my mentor and leader in my future. (Mentor is for my ACCA)
And I hope to meet his expectation in 3 months time and if can, show a performance that exceeds his expectation.

I left the old company with pride and a promise not to turn back there..Or else I'll be deem as a loser to my family and ex-boss. You made my departure a tough one so turning back make me looks like a shit. So I ain't gonna do that. Never. So I must achieve future boss expectation no matter what.

Nothing can stop me!!!

First Day Reporting to a MNC

2011-06-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

I was over whelmed with things happened in my previous company. Those unpleasant moments shared with the bosses can consider a pure nightmare that I wish I'm like a three year old kid. So that I can cry and parents will come and hug me and tell they will go away. I'm not going to brag about how ill treated I was by the bosses. What had passed already history. I need to live in present and hoping for future.

So after all these years serving one individual boss and under the same roof., familiarity with environment mould me to a person that looks tough both in and out side. But, no one knows how shaky I was this morning.

Woke up freaking early at 6.50am (alarm went off at 6.30am but my bed dragging habit still lied deep down in me. Only managed to wake up 20 mins later)
Took a hot bath, getting all dressed up with new dress bought in Bangkok, new bag and fresh make up to make my day. But the nervousness killed my appetite for breakfast. So I end up having an empty stomach to work.

Meeting new colleagues and peers was something new after 6 years under a same roof. And being an assistant manager, I did not approach newbies but they do.
Here I am, making new friends and starting conversation. It was hard at the beginning and I felt so old in the whole group. It was as if those new colleagues were young and fresh from universities.
But as we get to know each other, most of them had the same number of years of working experience. I do not know why I was intimidate by them.ROFL. Blame the nervousness!

Next, we were handed a bag of stuffs that fascinate me till now.

1) Recycle shopping bag with company name - Moderate size but good for shopping
2) New Pilot mechanical pencil come with lead (in plastic wrap some more) - Impressed. All these years, I bought my own pencil. Old firm only supply 2B pencil
3) Long ruler - Impressed. We need to request and reason why a long ruler is required in old firm. Here is given free of charge!
4) Stapler (come with the box) - Should had left my old red stapler which was inherit from my previous senior to my ex-colleagues. Didn't expect to get one FREE here!
5) Post It Note - I was truly surprised when saw this stack of Post It Note. Remember when my old HR told me "why do you need Post It Note?" and "we don't supply that!"
6) A4 writing pad - Brand new writing pad for me to jot down every important notes during the training. Forget recycle papers please!!
7) Canon calculator - Brand new 12 digits calculator

All the above were FREE of charge and we are not required to RETURN it back when we leave this company. Another ooh-aah moment for me.

Next ooh-aah moment was getting a new laptop equipped with wireless mouse and brand new bag. Here, I learned we can lock our laptop like we lock our dog!! But too much security and NOT TO DOs using company laptop. Guess it will not stop me getting my iMac.

Third ooh-aah moment was the free lunch at a restaurant with all VPs.
Surprised. Didn't expect they will sit and eat with us. Tell us stories of their past experience and how they travel from one country to the other. Just can't wait for my turn! But I took this lunch time as an opportunity to shine myself. VP basically just look at me while talking as I am the only one making eye contact while the rest busy eating. Love his quote: No question is stupid. So ask every question you have! Brilliant. At least I know he won't answer me with: Abuthen? Like I used to hear.

Fourth ooh-aah moment was the speech by our Hub Manager. Short yet delivered every significant points that I wish I can achieve. Again another brilliant quote: We do not have any discrimination in our people. We appraise our people based on performance. If you work hard, you will deserve your reward. Nonsense to age/look/colour of skin. BRILLIANT!

Fifth ooh-aah moment, was combination of everything I saw and heard today:
- The company has its own Google portal. I was like: Seriously?
- Pool table for unlimited access
- Free usage of gym
- Free flow of oreos cookies

Phewwwww....what a long list!

Anyhow, managed to get in touch with my department. Things change..as expected.
My Paris dream..not going to happen. I'm serving Australia and Papua New Guinea instead.
Erm...I don't mind to travel there just a lil' disappointed.
Finger crossed!

But, the training has a price to pay though..we need to take test and MUST pass in order to achieve certain KPI. Again..something new that I need to get use to.

Tomorrow is my second day reporting to MNC and still more training to go.
Keep you peeps posted!

Bits and pieces of Goodbye

2011-06-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Collaborate both Nor and my farewell with our Muslim staffs.

Nor was held in Makan Makan Place Double Tree..Food was great...

As my favourite saying: Good food Good People = Great Life!

Agnes + Fun Fun + Soh Kuan

Makan Makan Place

Random shot via old time mode

Me and Agnes

Soh Kuan who was also leaving TA

With Fun Fun

Malay Food Corner

Swimming Pool View

Fun Fun posing for my shot

Me and Nor

Superb Indian cuisine..

So-so Chinese cuisine

My favourite soup

Unlimited access to my fav Lychees!

Our Kak Dayah

Group soup

The day with Nor end with another belly carrying out of the door session.
Cannot imagine myself stuffing food again..
Yet end my day with another round of Jap food with Ailing and the gang.
No wonder we all are PIG!!

Ai Ling +Fun Fun

Chew and Me

Eye Bag Shot!

Chew, this is a lovely shot!

Next, was my farewell with Hidayah. Love her for being there sharing special moments.
And thanks to Fun Fun and Sharon for joining the fun..
The warmth of love and laughter from your girls, made me special.

Kak Dayah specially bought this magnificent jewelry box. Love it baby! Will definitely one of my great props in new house!

The box and scarves too!!

Hadramawt serve authentic Arab cuisine. If you are a lamb person. Please do give this place a try. The lamb kebab is finger licking good.

Arab tea - filled with great mint aroma. Sure make you feel comfy in the belly

Salta - combination of rice + potato + minced lamb +gravy. That serves well with the bread

Favourite bread!

One portion rice that can keep two big belly full! This is called Mande Rice. Pronounce as Mandi...

Fruits platter. The Mango and Watermelon were super sweet. The rest, too sour!

With my diva Kak Dayah. Love you girl!

There you go..
I had a great life because all of you above.
Love my life as I love you all.
Muah Muah Muah

Preparing myself..

2011-06-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

It was indeed nerve wrecking moments through out this weekend. I was pretending to be cool and feeling ok about my new challenge. Yet I wish my Sunday drag a lil bit longer second by second. Tik tok tik tok..now already 11.25pm and getting ready to bed. Need to wake up early welcoming my new day of my new life after these 6 years. Weekend was wonderful with ex colleages for last round of farewell lunch and dinner with BFFs..end my weekend with lots of family gathering.

Warmth, full of love and food. Feeling myself contented once again after the departure of my beloved daddy. Well, hope this positive feeling will not end so soon.

Must take the challenge looking fabulous and with my best pride. Significant Leo attitude!

Voila!

Farewell by colleagues..I'm touched!

2011-06-17T15:40:00.000+08:00

With me obsessed being the drama queen and always craving for attention do give an impression that I will be hoping for a farewell from my fellow comrades. Well, I'm not denying it that I do hope but never really expect for an extravaganza farewell party from them. Even without a farewell party, I do leave this place with pride. I'm afraid of disappointment so never really put high hopes on the organizer's plan. But to my surprise, the attendance of the dinner yesterday night was really over the top! Even colleagues that had left still make an effort to join and bid me farewell.

I'm overwhelmed with joy and touched.

Still, that's proof how good I am socially. Maintaining good friendship/relationship with the people I work with. Wahahahhahahah. Hate me please!

Dinner at Ding Tai Fung..and leaving Princess Piggie to place order...We made a hell long list of food to eat. And everyone was freaking full till the extend of carrying their belly home. ROFL.

Life is really that simple.
Great friends..great food.

On the left side of the table

On the right side of the table

So honored to have you all to bid me farewell. Flattered and touched again. Total 17 people for this dinner. Clap Clap!!

Ordering food is quite a hassle for so many people though

My bestie in office : Lai Fun

Our IT expert : Andrew, newbie :Nicole, and our Ah Ju Mah : Joey

Independent junior: Xuan, Ketam Queen: May Yee, Kimchi Queen: Christine and Ah Ju Mah trying to steal the limelight

I always scold Ketam Queen..soweee..And the fierce-some Independent Party

These young ladies make me look old wei....

With Abang Keith and Boss Look-alike

I turn sot plak in this shot!

Wrong angle. Head look so huge here!

Our Yew Kam Ling and Ah Sou

Ah Kor and IT expert

Mum mum mum mum

DT in the HOUSE! and newbie Julia

The one sipping drink also last day for her...We have Ice ice baby!

Ah Fun said I look like Datin here *blush*

DT with his Flying Cow Ranch sweets all the way from Taiwan. So sweet of him

Everyone FULL dou....

Group shot! Colour palette is so nice. Blueish...

Group shot 2

Random shot

Megan and Me..leaving TA ready to take the world!

With Kimchi Queen. And she also taking her world out there!

DT venturing being a Big Boss now..

I'll miss his nervousness and IT expertise.

My Abang Keith..farewell!!

Taking picture with him like taking it with Boss..Our Boss-look-alike twin

Ice ice baby

ST & SC in the house!

My independent xuan aka junk food provider

Even how hard we fought cos of work, still my bestie from Planet of Mars: Yew Gam Ling

with my Ah Sou

With Ketam Queen who is also taking the world out there...

With newbie Nicole. Didn't really get to lead her in jobs much. All the best!

Our youngest staff..with cutest attitude and IT expert favourite

Newbie: Julia whom didn't even get to know her yet :P

With my Ah Kor....

Have to do some posing with him...since Ah Sou shy shy... : )

Awww....Sweet!

Both shy dou..need a BIG HUGE light bulb in the middle lor

SC Team. Last and final time to call them as SC Team.

Team from the Mars! ROFL

A wonderful time with all of them...Yes..you all make me weep on the way back home yesterday. I am so touched with the laughter we shared. Maybe you all did hate me being bossy and obnoxious some times..Yet I can't disagree more that we play a big part in each others life. Love you all. Thank you...Muah Muah Muah

Farewell comrades!

张震岳-再见(真情版)

2011-06-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

又是一首超棒的杰作。

就是那几段歌词：

我会牢牢记住你的脸，这些日子在我心中，永远都不会抹去。

--》我会记住亲爱的同事们，我们一起度过每一个艰难的peak period。一起旅行。一起骂粗口！那些日子过的真快。五年了！

我不能答应你，我是否会再回来

--》对。可能有一天我们又恢复同事的身份。现在，我们还是暂时告别。暂时挥手。你们保重！

我不回头，不回头的走下去

--》虽然我很舍不得你们。舍不得我辛苦建立的事业。舍不得我那么熟识的地方。未来的路还是要坚持下去。别难过哦。我会很好的走下去。不回头的走下去。你们也是！

加油！

Katy Perry - Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)

2011-06-14T09:52:00.000+08:00

Awesome!

Do it all AGAIN!

TGIF!!

Farewell (To You My Friend) Lyrics

2011-06-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

Great song and great lyrics.

"Farewell to you my friends"

LAST 5 days...Halleluyah!

2011-06-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

Finally the ordeal is coming to an end..
5 more days and I shall declare victory for surviving that long~
Great experience, great co workers..some great clients fulfill my 5 years with tears of joy.
Hard work paid off and mould me into a better person emotionally, socially and professionally.
Tears at the corner of the eye whenever I mesmerizing every steps I took to come into the office, looking at my trashy working desk, familiar faces, laughter and sneer.
I would really miss all these.

Already finished packing and clearing my desk.
This weekend will be the last to spend in office.
Finishing my long written testimonial and gotta clear the laptop from all personal files.

Never I hope to be remember as a good staff/co-worker. All I hope to be remember is a good friend of yours. So long friends! May your future fill with blessings. hope you miss my laughter!

And to the bosses, no matter what I did, I do leave this door with pride. I took the name of the betrayal/hopeless/not helpful/shy to chase money manager all into my heart. No matter what I will say/try to do seems like never enough. I had done enough damage as you see it. Guess, your future remains in your own dollar sign world and mine will be curse by you as the u-turn road that one day I will come back knocking at your door for help.

Appreciation is there. Every minute of your curse remind yourself of how important I am to you. If I am not, please do the opposite. I hope you wish me well, as I do the same to you.

Still I pray for my future, incoming calls from you will just be gesture of hello and checking out each other lives rather than cursing me at the end of other phone for so-called damage I had done.

No pleas can make you think rationally that the damage done is part of your responsibility.

I put Chris words in this: My pleas will be the same as when Jesus disciples plead to the soldier to stop Jesus being crucified. Forgive me, is a way to live your life better. So please forgive me.

English don't do the trick. I hope the above example ring the bell in your steel like brain and cold ice heart.

Goodbye everyone.

Alas!

Rascal Flatts - Here Comes Goodbye

2011-06-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

another heart wrecking song.

Miss you daddy.

I still feel the pain..

Here comes goodbye...

here comes the pain..

Twilight Soundtrack[Flightless Bird, American Mouth]

2011-06-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

Crazily in love with the melody. Like love cupid struck again...Blush Blush..

But then, when I found out the lyrics don't make any sense..thats a spoiler!

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Lady Antebellum

2011-06-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

I know that the bridges that I've burned along the way
Have left me with these walls and these scars that won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

I love when you tell me that I'm pretty when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody, but it's never too much.
I'm falling fast, but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my wall

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
This feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you, off you, off you

So lay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go
Oh, this feeling I'm feeling is something I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you

Drama unfolds Episode 2

2011-06-02T20:31:00.001+08:00

Yay! 很快就来到第三个礼拜的尾声了。下周就是最后的第二个礼拜咯！超开心。
很努力的把应该做的都做好。肩膀都松了!
看到我身边的人不停的在忙真的挺高兴。
尤其是六楼老板的紧张的摸样又怕赶不完案子真的想对你说声：

‘看你怎佯死！以前还嫌我不够好。现在的人，他们的不负责任态度，你会吐吗？’

哼！

诶，我不是坏心肠的人。我也想贵公司发展得好。赚大钱。不过还没离开，就让我看见某某人的180度改变。真的恶心。我也经历过那阶段。不过我人不会说一套做一套。说了自己怎么不敢，不会，不临清，到最后还是低着头什么都不说。

对。我很了解是你没任何选择。你不得不任命。
若是这样的话就开头别说的那么绝吗！
还把我告诉你的去当人情说出去给别人。他妈的！
若传去老板们那边你懂我会死的很可怜吗。
又要怪我猪脑。相信你是可以依靠。把我的话当劝告。咳。有够笨！
笨死我啦！

所以，昨天开始我就闭嘴。什么也不说。
把我应该要交给你的做好就是了。
听住！是应该。所以，我不会做多给你。不会不要脸的把我学到教你。
竟然你能超越我的话就去吧！

我看你怎样死！！

哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。

是我不够好吗？有点罪恶感！

2011-05-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

很久没在写部落阁。人生太多事情发生。时间又流得太快。
冲冲茫茫的就这样过了我人生的事业起步点前五年。
在这短不算短，长又不算长的时间，人生有太多的起落。
找到生命的伴侣，和老爸的永别，家人的离去，真的让我生命中拥有富有的经验。当然不是一切都是好的。

人生吗？怎么样还是要过。老妈还在，我依然有她。而她依然有我。

事业对我这个典型狮子座来说，是超重要！都怪我太爱面子了。一切的野心都是要满足我的虚荣心。还以为努力就能得到回报这种说法还是work？真的有够天真!
老板还是觉得我是应该干的好。因为新水拿了。
做着做着没想到我因为随着年龄成长，当初想要的都变成不想要了。
of course, 最大的原因还是老板的不公平对待。在他的眼里，可能是中期望才那么对我。身为员工的我却不是那样想。

离开的原因太多太多。

不过还是鼓起勇气离职了。六月十七号就要结束我在这里的一切。
一切都不能挽回。

老板当我的离开是一中背叛。 well, as expected. 他也是狮子座。是个爱面子的发狂鬼。
所以我已经做好万分的准备迎接他的攻击。
咳。怎样还是人吗！有时候真的看不开。伤心！
勉强自己过每一天。算一下，还有十五working days就能摆脱他。还是挺兴奋。

我答应过自己无论那个小气鬼对我这么样，我依然要做的好好的离开。别让他有半句闲言。
一级以来都是很努力的不过今天给他这么说我不是好帮手，简直在说我没用！真的气到爆！

原来离职的员工就是废物。竟然是干吗不早叫我滚呢？
白痴！

对！我就是个没用的人。哪，我就每天求神让你看清楚你身边的那些所谓超有用的员工有几有用。。诅咒你会带来罪恶感，但是能让我暂时觉得好些挺不赖！哈哈！

反正在这个时候说什么也是多余。还是尽量把剩下的工作做完，拍拍屁股就跑人咯。

在你的眼里我还是不够好的。希望你有一天能找到你心目中"the right person"。找到的话请你show一下！我很想看他是人还是妖。。。。

收拾心情面对新挑战吧。
不能肯定会比这里好，不过人还是要有点盼望/期望会过的快乐些。。

好吧，亲爱的老板。谢谢你给的机会。很珍惜。很感激。虽然一切都是我自己努力得回来，不过没有你给机会上位也没有今天的我。除了谢还是谢。我们的关系就在这结束。互不相干。

暂别。（话还是不能说到那么绝。who knows 我会变成孤独老人那样回来吃回头草！还是留点余地。哈哈！！）

Owning her first House! (partially)

2011-03-24T10:38:00.000+08:00

Yeappie!
Been trying so hard on house hunting and with all the hassle, rounds of negotiations and arguments, we finally settled down with the only one choice. With our budget (both down payment and monthly installment), we really can't afford the so-called 'Dream House' that we both really really want!

Let's tell you a bit about my 'Dream House'.
It's kind of near to town, a little up-scale housing environment. Which means your neighbors are mostly expatriates. The only grocery store around is also an up-scale one! A duplex unit of a condominium. Like those huge villa apartment we saw on tv. Especially MTV version 'My Cribs'. I was drooling looking at the sample unit and how I wish I could just say: Hun, I love this one. Can we take this? Frog Prince: Absolutely!
Dream House...Dream on!

Instead of living in my fairy tale, we are counting Ringgit by Ringgit every time we sit down together and talk about our choices and future bills. Living pay check to pay check like we both, buying the first house it's so difficult. There are times, I'm a little insatiable. I want this that and those! LOL. And there are times, I just wish Frog Prince could have more money so that I can get what I want! Of course there are times, I just jealous of friends whose the other half have no problem with the dollar sign. Everything seems affordable to them and they can just go enjoy their life, while mine working his ass off to pay bills!
Well, there are times I think of those. Not ALL the time, k?

But, I do feel everyone's world is not always a perfect one. You tend to lose something when you get something. Like opportunity cost. To those, whose the other half is rich/owing half his father fortune/living under the father house, I bet he needs to work hard to ensure there cash flow do not go down to a certain line. Or else, how is he gonna feed so many mouths/meeting your monetary demands?

For those like me, earning your own money and spending your own.Though choices are very limited in terms of what he can buy for you, but I bet these are the guys that will be there for you when you need them. 24/7.
So, the opportunity cost I am paying is the money to meet my lavish lifestyle that I want to have. But I'm getting a 24/7 partner in life. Whom I can depend on looking after the house while I partying with friends, doing house chores while I snoring on the bed and etc..

Someone said this to me before, even though it was history, but it ring so loud every time I complain about my Frog Prince. A guy is not successful if he tends to have small dream (not brave enough to venture into business, listen to his wife/gf, willing to lead a life on pay check to pay check). I was in shocked when I listened to those words and sometimes felt that it may be true on what these people said about Frog Prince. But, as we are trying our best getting our First House, it turns out to be I am so grateful to God that he is with me . It's tough but we both work hard together in order to get it happen. We both felt such a relieve when loan approved and SPA in progress. We both felt another huge relief when we found out we had exemption on stamp duty. It's a decision we make together and we are looking forward to our future. Every step we made, it's about us. Not me or you.

Anyway, when you open your mouth condemning my Frog Prince, I just hope karma will come back and haunt you. You have the cash that he doesn't have. But I am still quite sure, I have his loyalty that you 'may' not be able to give to your partner. You enjoy the fun stepping on him, but he is a professional and not living under his parents' roof! Got it? Take it from me man!

OK. I am a bit overwhelm with the fact that we on the way to own the house, and just can't wait to save more cash for renovation, furniture and fittings so that this little hut will be a beautiful sight to mark the beginning of my 30s life!

It's gonna be another few tough years ahead of us and just hope while working hard to make the cash, enjoying life with bunch of good friends, and at the same time spending time with mom and old bubu. Little people in big city with little dream...Simple but extremely hard to make it happen without effort and dedication. God, please spare me the dedication and patience, please. Amen!

Sometime, someone just undeniable stubborn, ignorant and over confidence!

2011-03-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since I work over the weekend and until at this late hours. While thinking all her friends are enjoying their Saturday night drinking and chatting.

I complained by mouth that I hate working on weekends yet, I know this is a job I cannot escape from until the very last day of drawing the salary from the boss.

The boss used to be a very good mentor and really appreciates all his guidance. And I do hope I can inherit his good points to my team. Yet, as time goes by, I really come think that I am a lousy team leader. I am so not motivated right now as team splits / staffs left at this super peak period!

Well, leaving this firm is totally their choice and I am not in any position to stop them.

Sigh...

I started with a friendly reminder..
Then with a joking tone of reminder
And lastly with the best 'stern manager look' warn her/him for the last time that you are given ample notice/time to done up the file. And please do it nicely. Yet, you assured me that things are done and you no need that extra time. Fine! After the warning that I will totally explode if you ruin the work!
You laughed it off as if I'm worrying too much.

When I first reviewed the few pages, my inner voice asked me to throw the file into the dustbin!
Wahlah..I won't do such extreme action as it will jeopardize my good name.
So I take my time reviewing page by page...but I couldn't really control my anger..
The anger escalate level by level as I view the ridiculous work you had done, ignorant style of presentation and over confidence of your comment! Gosh!

Sorry for exploding by emotionally wrote down the queries..
If you are sitting in front of me, I really not sure what I'm going to do..

Sigh..feel way better after expressing in my blog..
Another good way to release anger through words and de stress myself.

Anyway, this staff is useless to me as he/she already resigned.
My advises are not important in your life and please, go and venture your future far far away from me.
I can't work with ignorant people like you!

Seriously, how can you even say out proudly that you actually guided another colleague on how things are done? You can't even write good English for Goodness Sake?!

Ok Ok..way too personal and emotional now..

Need to brush off this anger mode..Luckily work finished and be going home with a good take away dinner + tv juices + fun time with bubu + can't wait for her beautiful Sunday!

But darn Monday! It you come so fast!

Cos u're amazing..Just the way you are!

2011-02-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

Loving my CNY long break.
With no traffic and work, just sodas, chips and family time! Ah..beats off all the greatest vacation!
The first day of CNY, I was a bit emo. Seeing mom so happy and chippy dressing up and getting ready to celebrate her CNY makes me miss my dad even more!
How amazing it will be if he is still here with us!
Nevertheless, I wiped the tears and joined mom in dressing up and getting ready to take the road to what we used to call Grandma House. Which is now, Uncle Kayu's house.
Been staying close with mom for the first till fourth day of CNY. Just to make sure she has me all the time she wanted! To compensate the loss time that I chose to spent with work and friends instead of her.
Makes me hate my job even more!
Can I just opt for being a full time blogger yet earning the same amount of income?
ROFL..dream lar!

Then off for gambling and makan session with friends.
Not a very good year to gamble for me tho...
Lose a few hundreds and how I hope this amount of money can go directly to I-Want-A-Prada Fund!
Credits piling up and so little resources to pay it all off.

This CNY was a quiet one. At least better than last year fire tragedy!
ROFL..Mom is more cautious in burning and lighting up prayer's stuffs now. Thank God for the warning!

Anyway, I am sooooo into Bruno Mars songs nowadays.
My head is full of his songs and anywhere I go, I will sing along..
Loving all the songs in his CD
Just the way you are is just one of the bestest in his album.
You all should listen to : Marry You and Lazy Song!
Great lyrics!!!

Life Updates!

2011-01-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

Life is pretty enjoyable PERSONALLY!

Been trying hard to organize some outing with colleagues and friends to fill up the extra time AND De-Stress!

So planned the Ketam Trip with colleagues and my photography skill is tested. I'm so loving my G12 and polishing up my skill from time to time though~~

At the Jetty of Ketam and trying to capture the eagle

At the Fishing Village

This reminds me of my roots. Loving the old stuffs now!

Old Street

The marvelous SKY and Sea - the creation of God! (minus the smelly sea water tho)

Using Vivid Color Mode

Kinda perfect group shot (cos one is the photographer)

Even with cap and sunglass - cannot protect myself being burned by the sun!

After weekend in Ketam, I had a stressful business trip in Singapore. Working something not sure of and without precise guidance is terrible! Every minute is as dreadful as listening to Miley Cyrus sings. Ewww..But was enjoying the shopping spree tho~~

Ion Orchard Beautiful Escalator

SGD 29 coat! Sweet!!!

Special thanks to V-Queen for her relative great HOST service!

Shopping was superb and Big Thanks to the great hospitality from Ron and Agnes. The great sumptuous food from Ron and excellent shopping tips from Agnes. I end up burning a big OZONE hole in my pocket.

Hope to go there once again for absolute shopping spree...

Then weekdays passed with meeting deadline, entertaining client and answer the never ending demand from my bosses. While Chew busy setting up the Hen's Night for Yiling. The food was just average and I wont opt for another try. Then our theme is great and we are really outstanding among the crowd. But then, with more outgoing crowd, the night will be way better. Asian still cannot accept the "Hen's Night" concept. Booo to Asian! Was surprise by the creativity from the organisers. Hope mine (if ever there will be one) will be just a Spa getaway with the girls. Unless you can promise the crowd is super outgoing and join the fun!

It's Black & Bunny Theme (fringe too long - should get a hair cut!)

I end my weekend with Nelly & Hanson Wedding at Six Happiness. Great food (except for the fish) and private ceremony. The bride and groom smiling happily. What a wonderful way to end my weekend, welcoming my hectic work schedule on Monday! *Yawn*

The wedding of Nelly and Hanson

Another weekend to go before celebrating the Chinese New Year. Most probably will end up crashing Auntie Jane house playing mahjong and car car with Damian. Kind of broke due to overspend. Bonus Gone down the drain and hoping salary will make some ends meet..

Will keep my blog posted with events!

It's been a while

2011-01-19T12:33:00.000+08:00

Was so crazy rushing deadlines and occupied by shopping spree lately till there is no time to keep this blog full of information bout my life here..Personally and at work.

Really sigh-ing every moment in office.

Work is not giving me any enthusiasm anymore. As I do not feel contented with responsibility and reward. Many say things will get better and I just need to be patience.

No one understand the reason for me to stay here with the same boss.

In beginning 2010, he is still the mentor in my career life and I am grateful to have him. But as clock tickling and dollar sign impact is getting bigger and bigger on him, he totally lose it. My faith is no longer staying with this mentor.

Now, he is just a boss. And I am just a staff.

Many think other team is working as hard as mine and thus reward on the same basis is a fair treatment. To me, this is totally not. I had the first firm PLC audit and second PLC is also mine. I had to deal with the SC and AOB and FRS and the other team still talking about small enterprise audit. Work load just the same. From job allocation to chasing payment from client.
Really from A-Z!!

Yet, you are rewarding the same amount!You told me the reason is because I am not qualified.
This is rubbish! The other team is not too and why this same sentence is not applicable to them?
Your used to be motivation words had now turn to rubbish to me.
I am so influenced by the dollar sign. Thanks to you!

This year reward it's still the same.

Ip Wind said: let's wait till 26 of January. See what he will come up to us.

Honestly, I have no hope nor faith anymore.

I am so disappointed. My hard work on creating the PLC work and GAI is equivalent of someone doing small piece audit. I am not saying my work is perfect. But still, I am the one who started it!

Thanks to the opportunity for the business trip to Singapore. The experience is worth it. It concludes on how small I am and how big the market out there.
I am a hardworking staff with half useful brain and knowledge. I deserve way better treatment than all of these.

After completing these 2 PLC for 2011, it should be the end of my journey here. Not to say to have more faith in him, but rather polishing up my audit in PLC so that my CV looks better.

To my team, you peeps are great. Please don't let the above post influence your judgment on your career with this firm. The first 3 years are always sweet. Enjoy but pack you bag after that! ROFL

Frog Prince sure said, I will not leave this firm until the day I die.
Even you do not understand me.
That is even more heartbroken.
Sigh...
But this also shows how different I am to the others.
Boss, you once said this: no one is irreplaceable. Staff comes and goes.

You lost my sifu once. She is hard to deal with but I truly agree she is a good staff to work with.
Now, you will be losing me.
I am not saying, I am irreplaceable. But I can confirm, you can never find a staff work this hard like me.

Hmmph!

好久不見, Daddy

2011-01-03T13:25:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to my memories with my dad.

Amazingly touching lyrics.

I miss you daddy..

There is no genuine friendship in work

2010-12-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

Another heavy overwhelming topic today.

IpWind told me what the other colony had been talking behind my back.

I was saddened by the way people address me.

Not only that, I was impressed by how that satay seller can twist and turn the facts and framing me for things I did not do.

Luckily there are handful of witnesses that speak the truth.

Not because of my position. I did not corrupt these witnesses. They believe in truth.

Like X-files: The truth is out there

Maybe I am being too honest and having high hopes that there is genuine friendship in work place. Regardless position and age. I've been working in the same company since my graduation. The company was small and we worked hard together as a team. But there was competition among each other yet it was healthy and fruitful at the end of the day. Regardless how the company grows, we still stick together as a team because everyone of us has only 1 goal. That is to work hard and earn the salary.

So as I move up being a leader of a team myself. I had few rounds of setback.

Being a stern manager did not help much for the first strategy.

So I changed to become a friendly one.

Then as time goes by, I have attachment towards my team because I am dealing using the 'friendly' card.

But, because some actions by satay seller and the script writer, my team turns against me.

Maybe because I dealt the cards too well that they had forgotten I am their leader.

As things happened, they crossed the line and I exploded.

I naively thinking by exploding to them will be a warning sign before thunderstorm hits.

Again, how stupid I was.

They eventually think that I am choosing my team members. Those who listen to me will be preferred the most and those not will be condemn at work.

This disappoint me dearly.

Though I may not be a qualified leader. But I am a leader with quality.

My mentors taught me well and never in their lesson that they taught me to go against your own leader in work and personally. Everyone has the right to a level of respect. If you disrespect your leader, please bear the consequences. But facts are twist and turn as it turns out I am a leader with preference of team members.

How dramatic.

If that is true, you should see you are sitting at the top of my preference list.

Because I sincerely guided you in every way I could and cutting your path so that it will be smoother. Of course you earn your title with your own hard work. But without a 1% of my help, I don't think you will be successful too.

Therefore, our Chinese powerful word: 飲水思源

Please do think about your actions now. How your leader will be hurt if you turn your back against her? I am disappointed by your actions and dearly hurts. I am unsure what will be my next strategy. But continue to work hard and prove myself in front of my mentor is the ultimate goal. My mentor likes me for my work. Not the friendship I created at work.

I do read books about how to be a good manager. I know I am not there yet. But being a stern and unwelcome manager is not the key to success for a team. Well, being a friendly one didn't prove to be any better. I am still pondering on how to become a good leader. Guess I have lots more to learn and develop before calling myself successful.

Today is eve of Christmas. I went to church for a celebration that is different from the previous ones. I enjoyed it because it helps to soothe my mind way off from the disappointment. I am having such a dilemma situation that even my FB status are so depressing. Just to confirm I am another emo freak.

Thank you for passing through my life both work and personal. Your presence and action is very much appreciated because I've learned a lesson from you. I do hope you will also take this as chance to mirror yourself. If you do feel bad or sorry, and want to come clean with me. You are still welcomed. But the door will not be open for you forever. Please grab the chance while you have.

Of course for script writer and that evil satay seller, you both did an amazing job by killing a genuine friendship. It's ok that you hate me. I do love that you hate me. You hate because you are jealous. Jealous the boss loves me more than you. Jealous I earn more than you. Jealous I am a manager and you are not, Jealous I have supporters but you only have your own colony. If you think I quit this drama because I give up. That is so wrong. I quit because I am here to work. Not msn-ing, creating dramas, thinking what my colony will be doing next, how to make the boss like you more than me. I'm here to work for my career. You are small as an ant. And I can kill you with just my fat lil thumb!

Adios bitches.

May you rot in your own world.

P/s: btw, if you think the above post English is hard to read. That's why you are just an exec staff and I am a manager.

Evil eyes creeping around. But I am holding a sacred wand to KILL you off!

2010-12-21T12:34:00.000+08:00

Finally realized how naive and stupid I was.
Trusting and believing everything I saw and heard.
Trying to judge the book by its cover.
And damn how wrong I was!

Someone was hurt and disappointed when these dramas were played. In life, we cherish the people around us, regardless friends or foes.Yet, everyone patience and integrity do have a limit. Please don't ever play too far that you had accidentally / purposely push the button. He/She will just burst off and you will not be claiming any kind of victory.

Maybe there do exist some kind of miscommunication and misunderstanding.
But, I did nothing wrong and there is no need for me to prove my innocence.
For those who know me very well, I am not that kind of person that put her own reputation and name on the chopper board. I am born to my senses that I will protect my name until the day I die and even licking on someone ass it's not an extreme act if my name is at stake!
However, once you see I care less about what you are thinking..you really had hit the button and my patience limit is over.
I am not sure what kind of games you people are trying to play. I do not bother.
But my strategy is very simple. Have faith in myself.
I put my reputation and integrity on the boss table. He is the only person I am going to impress first and last.
So, no more miss congeniality from me.
You choose to throw that, and I follow your choice.

Just a piece of advise.
Don't play with fire. You will get burn now, or maybe later or maybe way into the future.
But I swear to God, you will get burn..You will..

I ain't that easy to get over with when I am disrespect.
I had been repeating this sentence to the public. I am a person that care so much much more on my name and respect than my life. Once you disrespect me, there is no turning back for me. Unless you come clean with me on your intention.

Feel really sorry to have involve some innocent people.
For those who are feeling sorry on what you had did, I still give you chance to come clean with me.
But then, to some of you. You have no chance to even apologize. Cos you do not worth a chance.

I am a person that work with my faith and honesty.
I trusted God to guide me when facing such dramas and I trusted God to guide my boss to make the correct decision if the day come.
So, you are playing with a person, who trusted God. Have faith in God and of cos, have a great deal of respect from others that I am not that kind of drama person you think I am.

All the best to your dramas and may your dream and desire will be fulfilled by Satan wish.
Another reminder. This will not get you anywhere young ones.
Integrity, Honesty and Respect will yield a victory.

My faith and the sacred wand will protect me and my follower to kill of those evil creepy eyes.

Amen.

The Sensitive King, Idiotic Messenger and Innocent People

2010-12-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was a roller coaster ride in office.
Things got real messy with the King and I am so so down and hardly getting over it.
Sigh..
It was my fault for diu-ing the boys before finding out the reason behind the stupid irrational email from the King!
My apologies to the boys.
Honestly, can you blame me? I was at the dark spot knowing nothing about the whole situation yet being warned by the King that the managers are not the ultimate boss - he is!
Duh? As if the ball is not round?!
Miscommunication is the key point of the fire started and don't blame me for blaming that messenger.
Sensitive king and a wrong messenger kill the innocent people!
Kanasai!!

Then after a good night sleep, the damn king send another electronic pigeon mail apologizing for his outburst.
How ridiculous.
Being a King, you have the right to kill and torture any innocent hearts. But you will and shall not apologize!
Cos with that, you look pathetic!
Purely pathetic!
Urgh!!
As if broken pieces of shattered heart can be mend back!

For the people who love the King, we shall rise and hail: Long Live the King

For the shattered broken hearts and dismantled figurines like us: Get Lost The King, Halleluyah!

Urgh!!!!

Filling up the blanks!!

2010-12-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

Yeap.
Been superbly occupied by works and friends lately until I have not blog like weeks ago!
So, what had happened to me during those blank moments??
Plenty..
Work is depressing. Will come this depressing topic later.
Every weekend, we had a routine of crashing Ms Pregger's home!
Because she is alcohol and club free now, we have nothing else better to do than playing car car with my GodSon Prince Damian the Menace and singing karaoke in Ms Pregger's well equip audio room! And of course, mahjong session until wee hours.

During the Haji break, was so excited to be invited by Ms Pregger for a dinner at Tony Roma's. Turn out to be, Mr Filthy Rich's father owns it! Happy chomped down the super king size wagyu beef, all the appetizers we can order and each of every dessert. Burp!! The best part is yet to come: Free flow of Cordon Blue and Rose Moet...wth?

Too late to get the whole piece in this pic!

slurrrppppp

Burppp..we ate from 6 to 10! like a buffet style of Tony Roma's dining experience.
So waiting for Ms Pregger to get us the VIP card!
With the card..we can chomp down more food at an extremely friendly price! Hiak Hiak!

Next outing was the drinking session with Chewie, EeWa and Alan.
Another heavy dinner and drinking buffet. The bill was extremely crazy again.
So Chewie, we really gotta stop drinking crazily.
That is to take care of our health and bank!
It sounded as this was a get together session but then the main reason for EeWa to meet us was to get the juicy gossips! Well, a tales suppose to be told. As she said, she needs some colours in her life and our juicy gossips is just perfect for her dull life. ROFL

The venue for juicy gossip is our old place: Berlin
No pork knuckles so we tried the pork ribs and new German beer. Superb beer. I am so a German beer fans now. Throw away all the Heneikken/Carlsberg and all those tasteless beer. Puik!
So Oktoberfest is another dream come true!!Chewie..we need to go there and sink in all the German beer! ROFL!!

From the pictures, can see how EeWa was so into the gossip juices.
Then our ladies man, excitedly explain his life philosophy to us! Haha

Drink!!!!

Next was another drinking session where EeWa had ffk-ed us. Venue: Rainforest - Pavillion KL.

Thank you so much for the tasteless beer Carlsberg from our beloved ladies man : Alan.

No offence dear, just drinking such beer ain't Princess Piggie style no more!

Alan being VIP there, got to enjoy the view from the bar. Perfect lounge sofa seats and cool musics.

Drank too much end up puking in the toilet. Thanks to that strong Long Island Tea that was free for the ladies.

With my - Alan. I look pale without makeup yet fresh. Ah..how lovely! ROFL

raindrops are falling on my head ...lalalalala

After all these sessions. I am trying to stay in with Frog Prince. Most sessions had excluded him so he maybe upset or worse dull in his already dull life. So last Saturday, another last day being Princess Piggie of the month, went to Li Yuan @ Ritz for breakfast with colleagues.

Too high class to take pictures. Princess Piggie needs to maintain her style ok?!

Then off to get herself a fresh look.

Was in the saloon for half of the day.

Then off to cuddly session with Frog Prince.

We head over to Lot 10 Chinese hawkers foodcourt.

Had the famous Imbi road pork noodles with pig stomach soup..

Burp!! but have to pay RM18.80 for this!!Crazy!

Then off to Uniqlo.

Haven't been there before beside browsing the fashion magazines.

But the clothing is really way low from my expectation.

Winter clothes, cashmere and wool for MALAYSIA? Hello designers..please check the climate of the country before opening the branch lor??!Can ar? Do some region research lar.

Majority are for winter. Malaysia had none except super crazy hot and wet rainy day. Still we don't need cashmere / wool..

Disappointed. Even Orlando Bloom poster on the show case didn't excite me!

Frog Prince trying to be macho

Posing with Farenheit interior design and my MJ bag!!

So, will I be in this mall again? Nah..unless MJ is opening an outlet here.

Dull place to shop and eat.

That's about it. The summary of the sparks in my dull life.

荃加福禄寿 - 钻气

2010-11-19T10:38:00.000+08:00

Another great piece of work from Handelababy

A dream gown?

2010-11-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

at this age, every woman (ok, princess piggie is a woman..not a girl anymore :P )with a steady partner, with most girlfriends are married or on the way to Las Vegas (don't wanna put Tian Hou temple lar..so bullish) and 'marriage' - magical word came up during the normal dinner conversation..Guess, hoping for a dream gown and your dream wedding is already in the making in your mind.

I've been dreaming about my wedding like every young girls do. Since a child, and full of fairy tales, prince charming and church wedding looks so romantic..But reality kicks in..my prince not charming and this princess not cinderalla..i looks more like the princess in Shrek! except i'm not green in colour! rofl..

Being very realistic..
marriage was forced into our conversation..
As i grow older day by day..i'm kind of freak out that time is passing real fast..
I already missed my chance of a lifetime to have my father witness my wedding..so i aint gonna miss the chance for my mom not being my witness..
So i did pop out the question, and sounded extremely lame..
I still laughed at myself..and wanna hide in between the pillows..(though space not so big lar)
while chomping down the food (it was a conversation over dinner) "B...erm...how long have we been together" (urgh...wanna kill myself for such a lame intro line!!)
My frog prince replied: almost 5 years...
Take a deep breath : erm..well, have you think of the future..
Bang! wanna shoot myself!!
How could I be soooo freaking lame..where is the tough classy princess piggie gone?!
So there how we started talking and making plans..little by little...
My frog prince..is not rich royalty. He had to work freaking hard to earn every penny..
So frog prince is not on his white horse..just a white Myvi..
Before I can put my dream wedding on the paper, we need to get all other patty things covered!

Well, first of all is to get a joined account. As seen on tvb drama, all couple needs one..maybe some of you will be curious why we are not financially independent? we are actually..just need this extra funding to get the expenses paid off in order to achieve our dream wedding...
This is the first step and we have really started yet.
Still kind of nervous doing this though...But next week we gonna get the engine starts!

Next is the house..
This is serious..we need a house that can fit us...my mom..extra room for his parents to drop by, rooms for the kids (four and two legs)
Getting this done is gonna take a lot of efforts..A house in KL..a busy town..gonna cost us a fortune..
Sigh..

Only with the house ready (inclusive of renovation and well equipped furniture) then, with available cash..
we only can think about the wedding..

Long long way to go..
And lots of argument, I foresee..
will my frog prince get a cold feet on this? I hope not! Fingers crossed!!

So..what is my dream wedding?
I always wanted a church one..but then not a holy christian, that is out..
Garden reception in KL..hell no..both of us will be soaking wet with sweat..

Mom is always a tradition follower...
I can picture both of us going through very traditional wedding..
A chinese wedding gown with lots of gold..
But I cannot have frog prince wearing the male chinese wedding costume though..
A suit will do...nothing more..the bride is the center of attention mah..who cares who is the groom anyway? rofl

Then night will be in a hotel..
I hope it will be a big event room..
Not because of the guests..(though I sure both side parents will fill up the list by an hour)
I love spacious room..No guest gonna squeeze in to get into their seats!
The opening gonna be great and special..
I told Chew bout it and wanna keep it between me and her..hehe
Then...no karaoke session..they will be performer..but a paid one..
Jazz and blues music and our fav songs will fill the room..
The menu, simple and delicious will be the main category..but no sharkfin will be serve..Cos, we love the environment! Muahahaha...
Cocktail party after the wedding dinner is a MUST!
Need to get both of us a break after the full stressful day event!

Oh well, reality kicks in AGAIN..
hmmmphhh..So while trying to stay focus on the coming exam..
I was surfing through the web and had the urge to type her name on the Google search tab: Vera Wang
The goddess for bridal gown.
On her site, I saw one..favorite..
A wedding full with love and laughter...and a Vera Wang design bridal gown..OMG..
Puuuuuuuurrrfeeectttttt!!

Have a peek:

http://www.verawang.com/wedding/fall-2010/#/?look=11

And how I hate REALITY!!
before the above rolling...the proposal from my frog prince..
That's the most important part in my life..
My ultimate proposal..
Oh dear frog prince, please don't ruin the proposal ok?
Just simple request..make it a special one..and 3 rings..
3 RINGS!!!!

1) for the proposal..the bigger the better!!
2) for the engagement...can be slightly smaller than the proposal one..1mm??
3) for the wedding...this one can be a simple platinum plated ring..

And most importantly..your heart that counts!!!

dedicated to all the heartbreakers out there

2010-11-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

Pray for You is the title..

sounded so sentimental..

even though we are no longer lovers..

as if I still remember how sweet we used to be..

But..until you come to the chorus..

I really PRAY for you..

Muahahahahahahahaha..

Brilliant song!!

something that caught my eye AGAIN!!

2010-11-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

Fall/winter collection..superb..simple and nice!
Hope they carry in Malaysia!!
Purleassseeeee

bubu 的大寿！

2010-11-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

虽然因昨晚喝过头而很想赖床，不过身为妈妈的我，答应儿子带他去洗白白。
让他帅帅的庆祝生日。

数一数，他陪伴我已经有八年了。
还记得第一次带他回家，以为他和普通的兔子没两样。
没想到，他不只是可爱，他还很聪明！

早期的他

每当我回到家，他就会跑向我和我打招呼。
超级粘人的！
他最喜欢我摸住他的鼻子。
摸到八年，他的鼻子都变红了。

他最爱躺的地方

他除了陪我在开心或不开心的时候，他的兔生也很丰富。
他度过无次数的搬家过程。对一个宠物来讲，适应新地方是很难。毕竟他没有像狗那样聪明。
还有，他也因环境所逼而要和他妈妈坐四五个小时车程。来回就已经八个小时。真佩服他！
不只是这样，他也很大命的度过火灾。
差一点就焖死了。

我太疼他。所以一直都不想养多一个兔子分散我对他的爱。
不过他一天比一天老。我不能这么自私。
让他离开兔世前见见他的同类。
巧合，领养了功夫仔。
一开始，bubu 对功夫仔很恐惧。他应该觉得功夫仔是太空人。没看过！
不过，慢慢的他们已经变成好朋友，好兄弟！

功夫仔和bubu一样大！

bubu, 妈咪很疼你哦！
妈咪知道你不能陪我一辈子，但是未来无论还有几年，几月，妈咪还是那么爱你。
写道这，我已变成泪人。
真的不敢想象没有bubu等我的门那一天。

bubu...happy birthday!! muax muax..

我最帅！

榴莲日报特别版

2010-11-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

昨晚的爬地，有够刺激！
皇上应该花了不少钱来招待我们这班家伙。
大家都玩到疯了。

第一次在同事面前喝到wing-wing地。。有够失利。
很感谢黎诗诗帮我倒的那一杯。很够力！
幸好，我没她那么失利！哈哈！

男士们也很爽吖
左右一个。。
哇塞！

很 lum worrr....

还以为皇上会叫几杯啤酒敷衍我们。大错特错啦！
他竟然开whisky!!
还是2 bottles!
OMG

大家都拼了！！

这次任务失败！
我的target一级都保持距离。无所谓。。心信一定有下一次！
你逃不过我的五指山！咔咔咔咔！

这次太多不雅照片了。
不适合在网络流传。
我的榴莲日报是untuk tontonan umum!!
不过，你们真的很想看的话，请你在黎园@ Ritz Carlton 商房，请我吃半汤浇！
这些照片就是你的！
咔咔咔咔！！

饱到！ｂｕｒｐｐｐｐｐｐ....

2010-11-11T14:42:00.001+08:00

传说中不吃饭的美腿小姐

Nicely chopped fruits contributed by 皇后

老人双胞胎

Diva D..the famous fried chicken contributor

Missy Nor the fruits contributor and our famous cleaner

SALAD

太丰富啦
anxiously waiting for ayam rendang from Diva D!!
Too happy with chicken...totally forget to take pictures..
And Princess Piggie chomped down 4 pieces..

and now...饱到.......

不会再有下一次！肯定！

2010-11-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

诸公主快疯！
这么一点小事都要退来退去。
可能诸公主的技能在别人眼里是虚假，但是对皇上虚假，当他是神不是办公室之道吗？
对，我明白员工必需要和高程保持距离。
若是这样请大家学像孤独老人那么彻底！
别说一套做一套。

不懂我在生什么气。
可能觉得她们不给我面子吧。
所以，你们要距离就需要给我面子。

狮子座都是爱面子。

ｂｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｗａｙ,　我们的皇上也是狮子座。

对，工作是要实力的。
不只是靠猪公主那套就能上位。
但是，和皇上保持良好关系是你上位其中之一的条件。

见识到你们这些拖拖拉拉，像家理的大小姐，大小爷的性格。
我再次不得不承认，我老了。
现在的年轻人是走个人风格。
我那一套，过时了。

哎。。。

罐头日！

2010-11-10T14:02:00.000+08:00

最近我们谭潮的老人双保胎，猪公主还有传说中不吃饭的美腿小姐。
因为要避开江武分争，选择在办公室聚餐。
今天是罐头日
全部食物都是简单方便的罐头！

明天就丰富咯!
菜单是：

１）ｃｅａｓａｒ　ｓａｌａｄ
２）ｆｒｅｎｃｈ　ｂａｇｕｅｔｔｅ
３)　ｆｒｉｅｄ　ｂｏｎｅｌｅｓｓ　ｃｈｉｃｋｅｎ
４)　ｆｒｕｉｔｓ

哇哇哇！

很‘拦’fierce的manager

2010-11-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

从两头蛇得知，我的ｌｏｏｋ很有ｍａｎａｇｅｒ　ｆｅｅｌ..
就是因为这样我的额头就印这“ＦＩＥＲＣＥ”　这个字!
有点无辜咯。
以前的我的确够狠。
骂人是其中一个兴趣。
不过，时间慢慢的过。。也经过起起落落，人总算要长大。
需要冷静的思考才ａｃｔｉｏｎ
猪公主真的从女王变成小天使。（肥天使）
头上还有光环。
ｈａｌｌｅｌｕｙａｈ

看够无辜吗？
那里会ｆｉｅｒｃｅ????!!!

ＴＥＬＬ　ＭＥ!!!

咔咔咔！！

早安！！

2010-11-10T09:15:00.000+08:00

对！就是为了那一口气。
一早就到office!!
uncle 说：需要这样吗？
well, 狮子座的猪公主就是太爱面子了。
请你们别再chuan 我啦！
咔咔咔咔！！！！

榴莲日报出击啦

2010-11-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

最近办公室发生点小误会。
大家都因点小事而想多了。
毕竟时代不同，诸公主本人也承认老。
现在的年轻热血想法太复杂了。
我们那些单纯又简单的关系因时代而变得复杂了。
在某些人的眼里可能很难受。。
我承认，单纯的我也有点难受。但是很快的就接受事实了。
miscommunication 这句话害到大家都因此心理有条敕。
唉。。。
所以哦，希望时间会冲淡一切的误会
halleluyah

好！
back to the topic
身为榴莲日报的editor又要出击啦！！
想尽办法炒新闻好让大家过的苦闷日子好点。
of course我们在笑时，当事人就会纳闷的在心理‘暗掉’
well, 活在演艺圈遇到我们这些狗仔，你就要认命咯。咔咔咔！！
你不敢发言，文章就要靠我的想象力发挥
你说的话，反而写的更少。
哈哈！！

以上都是虚构的。
我只是找个topic舒缓这tensed situation

心理不希望谣言变真
那贱人已经在一个只是可望纯纯的爱情的女孩敕了一刀。
是我的话，这刀真的是很伤
我会记得一辈子。
恨他一辈子！

这贱人，最低等
为何我对你认真！

咔咔咔咔
太激动！
是女人应该和我想的一样吧。

ok..
这星期五会有一个小‘爬地’
不懂会有什么料可以报呢？
期待！
好期待！

请留意下一版榴莲日报！！
咔咔咔咔

超搞笑的福绿寿

2010-11-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

最近很喜欢他：李思捷
男人幽默是很吸引女人的注意。
王祖蓝也是很幽默，但是他认真的样子真的不能接受。
因为他认真比搞笑跟搞笑！
从孤独老人得到李思捷的部落格ＬＩＮＫ。
找到在电视机刚播放福绿寿的新歌
又是一首让我能在不热爱工作的时候假装认真在工作。
请跟着以下的ＬＩＮＫ，　笑一笑吧。

http://blog.tvb.com/johnsonlee/2010/10/27/%E8%8D%83%E5%8A%A0%E7%A6%8F%E7%A5%BF%E5%A3%BD%E6%BC%94%E5%94%B1%E6%9C%83-%E3%80%8A%E5%AE%87%E5%AE%99%E6%9C%80%E9%95%B7episode-i%E3%80%8B-%E5%AE%87%E5%AE%99%E6%9C%80%E9%95%B7%E8%A8%98%E6%8B%9B/

很够厉害一下咯!

2010-11-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

虽然有错字,但是不得不赞自己有几厉害！
咔咔咔咔！！
自恋狂。。
但是真的很厉害咯。。

ah chew, 生日快乐！！

2010-11-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

taken back in Phuket trip

今天是我这辈子最要好的超级好姐妹生日。这个post是特别写给她！

我的好姐妹，虽然我们不是从小认识，但是我们彼此的默契真的是匪夷所思！

最深刻就是我们两第一次去到曼谷旅行。妳还记得吗？我们差点被骗了。

记忆很深刻因为我们俩虽然没说话，但是心里面是想着同一样的举动！！

就是这样，我们顺利逃跑. 咔咔咔咔！！

除了开心的画面，我们还有不开心的。

妳还记得某一年妳被朋友误会，而我到妳家去问个明白吗？

心里有把声音告诉我，妳是无辜的。

很感谢这把声音。就是这样我还有妳这个好姐妹！

最近妳又被朋友抛弃了。

不用难过。因为你还有我。

我们的友谊是经得起考验！

谁说当姐妹有了另一半就会忘记她的好朋友啊？屁啦！

叫那条‘谋李’见我！

所以我说，没了那些无聊的朋友算什么？？

好朋友不用多。一两个就够啦。

生日礼物是不用钱来衡量。妳要的我买不起。我能给的又不多。

我想了很久才想到莱点新点子!

在我的部落各顺告我们的友谊。

够创意吧？

在这里祝妳：

身体健康

天天微笑

享受人生

我们的友谊万岁！

以下这首歌我听了很感动。歌词太感人。

真的，妳是我的嫁妆。

没有妳陪我度过人生起落，就没有今天幸福的我

chew, 谢谢妳出现在我的生命里。

我回来啦！！！

2010-11-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

是的！

阿NEH久没有在我的部落各留言。WELL，生活逼人，人要干活吗？！

三分钟热度又来了，花了一半身家买了一部相机。从那一刻开始，就想找个新乐趣，做个有艺术的人！SO NOW，PLS CALL ME G12 USER

咔咔咔！！

请大家多多自持这位猪公主的作品!!

谢咯！

以下及不过是SAMPLE。。I KNOW，我还要努力！

when a foe think he is a friend..and i gotta say..

2010-06-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

PUIK!
dat's my response to the title of this post!
ROFL

Yay..finally..i can end this for good!

Heard from a friend, as you grew older..your circle of friends will be getting smaller day by day..and I meant good true friends..friends that will not take advantage on you..
Friends that will stand by you no matter who what and where..
I have to say a big thank you to Lord for providing me really true friends and some co workers, who eventually become my friends! Appreciate the hard work of God for giving me chance to mould into the social circle.

As human being growing and living in this selfish society, people tend to be less contented with what they have and complain is what they are good at!
Have you ever look at the face of your partner while he / she sleeping and thank god for letting you meet with him/her and having relationship among millions of people out there?
Or you only care how many carats he is buying for you? what pride he/she can give you among your friends?

Have you ever look at your friends in silent and thought what a fate you both have? Out of so many school friends you both just click and talk non stop? Or you simply thank her for fetching you up and down? keeping you company when you need a companion? And throw it away when you have a new toy to play with?

Have you ever look at the plate of breakfast/lunch/dinner and thank God that you are feeding your tummy with the food you like compares to those die of hunger? Or you just simply sigh and said what a boring food?

Have you ever look at yourself and say God, thank you for giving you all the basic five senses and appreciate it? Or you thinking you are not good looking enough and wanna change the way you look?

I doubt people will answer yes of every first question..
I aint saint..I don;t too..
But in my opinion, I am not extreme level..I still feel contented..and happy..
I've lost my dad and when ever I think of him, I weep like a child..
That is because, I have so many great memories with him and he is the best dad I've ever wanted..Never ever I complain and disown my dad like some people do..

As for my mom, I cherish every moment I have with her and I want her to be every part in my life..Never ever I want her out of my way...Not like some people do...

I love my partner as he is a great guy..not a saint..he curse and he has flaws like every other people. But our relationship is solely based on feeling of care, love and trust..Never ever we value each other with money..Like some people do...
Eventhough i still bugged him with my long lasting wanted list!! LOL

I cherish my friendship with everyone of my friends...I'm a woman and I admit i bitch my friends but thats the purpose of our gathering right? bitching each other! But never ever it cross my mind to hurt someone by bitching about fake information..like some people do...

To conclude my post, I am happy and fully contented with the basics from God..Still I'll work harder to make my life fuller..that's human being...always looking for the dreams and wishes..

But..here, I thank God for showing me who are friends and who are foes..
Dear foes, you are pathetic with your own greed and selfishness. May God shine your darken road and try accept the love of others so that you will not be lonely. I hope and pray for the best but never you dare crossing the line of my patience!!

Ahhhh...feel so much better!
Food time! *wink*

It's June for God sake!

2010-05-23T23:34:00.005+08:00

uhuh..coming to end of May soon and yet so many things to achieve in work!
How sucks!
Anyhow, due to improvement of man power, manage to skip work in weekend and still get the chance for a short getaway with friends and mom..ahhhhh
But my so called honeymoon will be over soon as the jobs pouring in like a tsunami...
how shitty is that!

But, after complaining and complaining, i'm still working for this firm..and still doing this sick job?
what does this means?
I'm an asshole?
Nah...just a dog trying to get the bone!
sick..sick and sick..
everyone says happy in life is the key to healthy life..
but purlease...don't talk about happy if you do not have the money!
I need the MONEY!!

No one has the say EXCEPT me!

2010-05-18T19:07:00.003+08:00

Why it is always like this huh?
Why we are to be blame??
When we put effort to make ends meet, people don't see it...
And our effort not appreciated...
We try and try and try..still could not make it better, we finally give up and decided not to have more faith..because it is not worth it..
Then when it has reach to the patience limit, we exploded..we get angry..we cursed and complained..but..was acknowledged of taking someone attention and limelight!
WTF?

No one has the say of how fucking much effort I put in to make this friendship worth except me!
No one has the better judgement than myself!
But I was pushed to the edge of giving up and the next thing I know, I had made a conclusion..
NOT WORTH IT!
But then, why am I to blame?

Well, call me drama queen then!
But I worth having that drama ok!

It's that person big day and no one have the right to ruin it..
wow...then my big days in the past??? Who ruined it? Ok basically you don't because you don't even bother to show up! And save your gift! It's a joke ok!! You are making me looks like an idiot more than a friend...

URGH!!!! spare me mercy ok..
I am not happy with work today..
the stupid client office was freaking hot without air cond and not even a fan is available..
then work was unsettled..tonnes of email to reply..
Decided to off work early just to make it on time..
then one tiny sms make me explode..not so much of the organiser..i'm sorry if it had troubled you..but..i'm really not having a good day..
I'm starving..and fat people don't like the feeling of HUNGER!

Anyway, I'm not a total bitch that just blew up ppl's big day..once i finished complaint..the next minute i will have that smiley face on..
But..just dont keep me from complaining and throwing my temper off..
i'm complaining to different ppl which definitely will not affect the whole evening..

Sigh...too late..the scar is there d...
I'm sorry i blow your plan..
But..really..nothing sucks than keeping a drama queen having her drama on!