It's been a while

Was so crazy rushing deadlines and occupied by shopping spree lately till there is no time to keep this blog full of information bout my life here..Personally and at work.

Really sigh-ing every moment in office.

Work is not giving me any enthusiasm anymore. As I do not feel contented with responsibility and reward. Many say things will get better and I just need to be patience.

No one understand the reason for me to stay here with the same boss.

In beginning 2010, he is still the mentor in my career life and I am grateful to have him. But as clock tickling and dollar sign impact is getting bigger and bigger on him, he totally lose it. My faith is no longer staying with this mentor.

Now, he is just a boss. And I am just a staff.

Many think other team is working as hard as mine and thus reward on the same basis is a fair treatment. To me, this is totally not. I had the first firm PLC audit and second PLC is also mine. I had to deal with the SC and AOB and FRS and the other team still talking about small enterprise audit. Work load just the same. From job allocation to chasing payment from client.
Really from A-Z!!

Yet, you are rewarding the same amount!You told me the reason is because I am not qualified.
This is rubbish! The other team is not too and why this same sentence is not applicable to them?
Your used to be motivation words had now turn to rubbish to me.
I am so influenced by the dollar sign. Thanks to you!

This year reward it's still the same.

Ip Wind said: let's wait till 26 of January. See what he will come up to us.

Honestly, I have no hope nor faith anymore.

I am so disappointed. My hard work on creating the PLC work and GAI is equivalent of someone doing small piece audit. I am not saying my work is perfect. But still, I am the one who started it!

Thanks to the opportunity for the business trip to Singapore. The experience is worth it. It concludes on how small I am and how big the market out there.
I am a hardworking staff with half useful brain and knowledge. I deserve way better treatment than all of these.

After completing these 2 PLC for 2011, it should be the end of my journey here. Not to say to have more faith in him, but rather polishing up my audit in PLC so that my CV looks better.

To my team, you peeps are great. Please don't let the above post influence your judgment on your career with this firm. The first 3 years are always sweet. Enjoy but pack you bag after that! ROFL

Frog Prince sure said, I will not leave this firm until the day I die.
Even you do not understand me.
That is even more heartbroken.
Sigh...
But this also shows how different I am to the others.
Boss, you once said this: no one is irreplaceable. Staff comes and goes.

You lost my sifu once. She is hard to deal with but I truly agree she is a good staff to work with.
Now, you will be losing me.
I am not saying, I am irreplaceable. But I can confirm, you can never find a staff work this hard like me.

Hmmph!