I truly understand and feel really sorry for who ever have to take up all that shits left by me.
Honestly, I was not in a good so-called 'handover state of mind' during the last few weeks of my service there. I wish to maintain my professionalism but you cannot imagine how disrespectful treatment I received from the bosses during my notice period. Nothing compares my final dignity. No matter how good I was in meeting the deadlines previously, they had press the DELETE button the moment I tendered. Every hard work of mine are a total garbage to them.
Finally I departed.
Like 2 weeks now.
I've already prepared that every mistakes I made in that previous firm will be zoom in by everyone just to get the pieces outta me.
Every single thing happened within my prediction.
My work being condemned, my team members being complained and what ever mistakes I made was like a huge issue to everyone there. Just to show how great that I left the company because the bosses think they are better without me.
Never I've feel so important in life looking back.
Never I've wondered this previous job scope was a huge long list.
So as I departed, I wish everyone the best in their future undertakings and especially to those that will be replacing me.
It's great to see internal promotion and finally anyone will be thinking: Finally, that big ass is out the door!
Never I was reluctant to answer questions and picking up calls from previous clients/colleagues.
However, as I replayed back what I did in those years I took over other people shits, I don't recall that I asked queries after queries and to the extend that need people to spoon feed me how to get things done.
There are lots of books out there as guide to become a leader. Go grab them and give yourself some reading.
If that's too expensive, go Google some articles.
No matter how, you agreed to take up this responsibility that is the choice you made.
Last time, I used to said: Like I have a choice?
Honestly, as recently, I have so much time reading and alone thinking of my future and personality built up, life is with a choice. Maybe commitments in this material world bound us down to take whatever shits are left still, you gotta make a good hell situation out of it.
Adaption to new environment is a survival skill and not many can survive.
But back to that old sentence, if you don't choose to survive, you choose to die? Like I have a choice??
Eating back you own words right?
Maybe I am being judgmental towards you.
How can I not? Tell me!
My ex team members are not the best batch of staffs so what if they have their flaws?
As a leader, you suppose to find out their flaws and DEAL with it!
Stop complaining and get things done.
If you don't know, suck it up!
I don't know how to lead either! But still I survived the last 2 years!
You differentiating 'your team' when talking to my ex team members, do you know how demotivating that sounds to the bunch of juniors under you?
I LEFT the firm and you took the damn team up. So now THEY are your team members!
For goodness sake!!
Sooner you will be losing a team that you think they can't work with you.
Great.
I think is the other way round:
You can't work with them!
That's sound better! ROFL.
Well, let the future show you how "USELESS" these team members are.
And replace with the young clans that you think are useful because they can work with you.
You really don't know what's happening in the real market now eh?
Of course, you can quit this position after all.
You can just tell the boss: I'm not up for it. So I quit!
Well, few more grands in the bank account make a good deal. Maybe you will think twice before quitting.
Never I condemn anyone capability of making a great future. I never judge till that extend. I know my grounds. There are boundaries that I cannot cross.
Anyhow, that is just my op.
Maybe if you get the chance to read this blog, you probably hate me for not being helpful.
But,the more drama you create, the happier I am.
Now, my team loves me more because of you.
Client loves me more because of you.
So, either you work hard to get to the winning section, or else, you are just a LOSER!
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