Roll the drum!

Yes! 3 days of gruesome training were finally over.
Brain a little malfunction because of information over load.
Too much info to catch up in so little time.
There were even moments that I was in total LOST mode. The speaker spoke too fast and with a great deal of foreign accent! Which means Middle East / Australia / Europe / India. Culture is rich as well as the accent!
With my so-called hearing problem, that make situation worse.

The 3 days gruesome training do had some awesome moment. The favorite quote of the managers and VPs are open communication and performance driven reward. Totally in love with these quotes and fit perfectly in my working philosophy that I believe in. However, as the personal manager touched on the level of assessment and points to achieve, nervous sucks in and my face turn GREEN. We have to achieve at least "Meet Expectation" scoring so that we can smoothly progress in our future. If falls below this level, *gulp* they either postponed your confirmation or worse, terminates you.
Maahhhh..really scared on this.

But was still ok looking at all friendly trainers that approached us.
However, as the end of today, I was told to meet my team leader whom a foreigner and oh my how fierce he looks. *gulp*
He shows no interest to talk to me further. Hope this was because he was occupied with something else.
And his instruction was to meet me next morning and my job will be discuss then.

Phew...I wish he can be both my mentor and leader in my future. (Mentor is for my ACCA)
And I hope to meet his expectation in 3 months time and if can, show a performance that exceeds his expectation.

I left the old company with pride and a promise not to turn back there..Or else I'll be deem as a loser to my family and ex-boss. You made my departure a tough one so turning back make me looks like a shit. So I ain't gonna do that. Never. So I must achieve future boss expectation no matter what.

Nothing can stop me!!!