Life and death is unpredictable and is beyond our control

I received a bad news from chewy family last weekend.
Copper the cheerful golden retriver had left us.
I've searched high and low for his picture. But sadly to say, I do not have one.
Gosh. I'm going to miss him so much.
I still remember how he showed off his toys to me everytime I'm there.
Rest in peace, dear Copper.
I know you will always be there for the family and friends!

I am so attached to the animals emotionally.
Even though I did not spent a lots of time with him, but when I heard that bad news, my tears just automatically strolled down my cheeks.
I could not imagine what would have been towards the family when that happened.

Came to think about it, what am I suppose to do when my beloved pet leaves me?
I think I will suffer severe depression.
I will cry and cry and cry for my baby.

Life and death is unpredictable and is beyond our control.
A very simple sentence and understandable to everyone, yet it is too hard to accept the meaning lies within the words.

My dad's sickness had actually fastened his life cycle.
He is thin and weak.
No longer the tough man he is used to.
The sadness and disappointment in his eyes tell me that he is hopeless to control his fate.
I hope God will spear me sympathy.
I had lost my beloved grandparents when I was young and unable to provide them with a better living.
Please do not repeat the same fate to my dad.
I need to give him a better living or else I will live my life with disappointment.
And my beloved baby.
I know he is just a rabbit and nothing much he can do to his life, but he is the one to be there for me when I laugh and cry.

Not now God.
Please spare me some sympathy.

Amen~~~